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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    Something is wrong.

    Chuuya stands over Dazai in a ridiculous vampire costume with a gun in his hand and the confidence of having pulled this scheme with him a hundred times before, but -

    Something is very wrong.

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    16 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Fyodor just shakes his head, black hair spilling everywhere, still in his fantasy world, where Dazai is a cruel captor forcing him to have a good time against his will. Or something of the sort. He doesn’t really care and if he thinks about Fyodor’s cultish God’s-chosen-one bullshit, he might lose his erection.
    So what he does is unbutton his willing victim’s pants, and shove his hand down his underwear.
    “Stop,” Fyodor hisses and grabs at his wrist. “God, stop.”

    Fyodor ropes Dazai into indulging his fantasy of being a victim for a change.

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    08 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Fyodor believes suffering brings him closer to God.

    Nikolai thinks it brings him closer to Fyodor.

    Unfortunately, they’re both correct.

     

    BSD dead dove week 2026 || Day 4: self-harm.

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    06 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Really? Isn't that loneliness starting to feel more like a bottomless abyss? Because from what I can see, your glass half full is lookin’ more like just an empty glass now.”

    Sora was speechless for a moment, disturbed. “How-... how do you know that?”

    “Just one look at your sorry face and anyone can tell,” Luxu answered as-a-matter-of-factly. “That’s what happens when you give up a part of yourself for people who weren’t supposed to exist.”

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    26 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Picture this.

    A black goat stashes away a letter, and orders a white goat to search for it. What could his intentions possibly be?

    Your fingers tap the keyboard in a click-click-click-click. click-click-click-click. rhythm, looping the same patterns your mind is doing. If the world isn’t real, are you? If the world isn’t real, and it’s just made of bits and bytes that mimic real wood and real metal and real keyboards, why? What would necessitate all of these theatrics?

    There must be something worth saving or finding or hiding from, in here. You have your guesses. But none of them are very satisfying, always leaving a nagging sense of incompleteness.

    You read back through the data from the beginning.

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    26 Nov 2025