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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    They were never supposed to work together. It was physically- no, morally impossible for them to even be in the same room together.
    So when Near needs leads for his case and Mello shows up, they expected the fights, the disagreements, the mistrust
    But neither expected that this reluctant partnership would begin to blur the line between their rivalry and something reckless they were both trying to run from.

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    24 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the slowburn fic ever wowww

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Hell spits them out on a little Greek island. [On hiatus — returning soon!]

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    17 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    jaw-droppingly fulfilling premise.......authors understand that meronia belongs in gothic literature genre so deeply

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    Mello is dangerous. He thought Matt was simply oblivious, but it turns out he's just too much of a fucking lovesick idiot to care.

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    12 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this portrayal of their dynamic wowwww hot

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Matt is the one constant in Mello's chaotic life. Who could blame him for using Matt when he's so damn eager to have any excuse to be near Mello?

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    12 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    takes a drag and sighs wistfully. i needed this

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    Rico asks, casual, what Mello will want next, what he’ll aim for after he gets the notebook, and suddenly it’s like the ground has dropped out from underneath him, because the first thing that comes to mind is Near. His stomach sinks as he tries to regain some semblance of composure, fighting off imaginings both tender and cruel, furious with himself for being so weak-minded. Near, he thinks forcefully, is in the past. He isn’t an option for what’s to come— and even if he was, Mello wouldn’t want him.

    (He wouldn’t.)

    (He wouldn’t.)

    (God. He can’t even convince himself anymore.)

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    27 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the grand finale meronia fic of all time. to me