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    Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”

    “Um.” He coughs.

    “Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.

    Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Bill Tartt is smaller in person than he’d looked in the picture, smaller than he is in Jamie’s memory. He’s skinny and old, like James, but the uncanny likeness between all three of them is there, even stiffened in death. The stubborn set of the jaws, the forceful cleft chins, the slope of the brows. Bill and James and Jamie all lying dead in a casket and all staring down at a corpse, a shifting, blurring Tartt shadow that pervades the atmosphere, choking everything in its wake.

    A funeral reunites Jamie with the Tartt side of the family. As memories resurface, Jamie is forced to reckon with his father’s legacy and its place in the family he’s created for himself.

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    28 Aug 2024

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    There’s a moment where Zero’s lust-hazy brain processes that, and once it does he lapses helplessly into laughter. He cups Blue’s pointy, freckled little face between his hands, overcome once more by the inexplicable need to just hold — the urge to gather him in and cradle him close enough to his own body that nothing in the world could ever hurt him. It seems something right between a miracle and a catastrophe, having something in the galaxy that is this dear to him. It’s not the first time by far he’s had to contemplate the sheer enormity of the things he would do for Blue’s complete lack of an ass, but he’s never felt the sureness of it quite so pressingly.

    Blue and Zero over the years, through the night after the Gala and beyond.

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    02 Mar 2024

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    “That’s the headline right there: ‘Emotionally Stunted Englishman Tries Therapy, The World Finally Knows Peace.’”

    Kent looks away and covers his mouth in an attempt to hide his grin. Jamie sits back satisfied, with only one last question. “What time should I come in tomorrow?”

    (Football journalist Jamie Tartt and football legend Roy Kent attempt to have one honest conversation.)

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    25 Feb 2024

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    “Jamie. They want to have a season where the lead is openly bisexual, and they have men and women contestants. And they called me. Asking about you.”

    “Holy shit,” Jamie breathed, steadying himself against his kitchen counter. “They want me to be the fucking Bachelor?”

     

    or, jamie is the bachelor. roy is a contestant-but not by his own will. the world gets to watch them fall in love anyway.

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    06 Dec 2023