boy_loser



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  1. Rec 10

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    When you've been taught that the way you love is wrong, that you're not good enough, what happens when you find someone you want to hold on to?

    A speculative Lohen character study, wherein Lohen fucks Varka but keeps overthinking into oblivion.
    Written before Lohen release.

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Lohen tries to poison Varka. Somehow he doesn’t think about what might happen if he actually succeeds.

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    27 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 9

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    "Will you be alright to head home, Grand Master? You reek of beer." Lohen looks entirely too pleased, leaving a hand on Varka's arm. "I can leave that report on your desk for you, I'm sure you'd rather handle it tomorrow."

    "No, I can get through now, it's—"

    The cool, stinging sensation of mint is sharp on the tongue, but not unusually sharp like this. It's not a fruit-like sweetness, but rather—

    "You rascal!"

    Three times Lohen pranks Varka during his solitary confinement, and one time he doesn't.

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 17

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    Dan Heng learns of Blade's current dilemna.

    But, how does he save someone who seems to slip through the cracks each and every time?

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    26 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 8

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    And hope, for him, arrived in the form of an unexpected surgery. Who better a surgeon for the man whom the gods had turned their backs on than he whose name declared him a heretic, a defier of the gods?

    Pantalone's musings on his various surgical interventions, hope, life and death, and the Doctor whose side he can't seem to leave.

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    25 Jun 2026