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  1. Rec 39

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    29 Apr 2026

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    "Leave it," Eddie says, his voice pulled taut like a wire about to snap, tight enough to hum.

    Buck looks at him, and Eddie’s whole body has gone so rigid he looks carved from stone, but Buck will ruminate on that later. But he can't exactly leave his phone under the seat for the next eight hundred miles, it's got his whole life on it, every stupid photo he's ever taken of Christopher and Eddie and Eddie and Christopher and, embarrassingly, just Eddie, so many just-Eddies, an entire hidden album of candids he'll never admit to because they constitute evidence of something he's been pretending he doesn't feel.

    "I can't leave it, it's my phone. It's got— hold on, I think it slid under your seat."

    “Buck, don’t.”

    It’s as if Eddie doesn’t even know him, because Buck has never once heard the word don’t and responded with anything resembling obedience. So now he’s stretching across the center console with one hand braced on Eddie’s thigh for leverage, the other reaching blindly into the dark gap beneath the driver’s seat, and he’s aware on some level that his positioning is— that he’s essentially— that his head is—

    He’s in Eddie’s lap.

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    What's a little road-head between friends?

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    30 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 63

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    After weeks spent in the agonizing limbo of having Buck right in front of him most of the time but being unable to reach him, Eddie pulls up to Buck’s house on the eve of Bobby’s one-year memorial dinner with their freshly dry-cleaned suits in the back seat and one goal in mind. Or, well, two goals. First, talk to Buck about what’s been going on. Second, bring Buck home and never let him out of his sight again.
    Except Buck isn’t home, even though they’re off on a 72 and Buck never mentioned having any plans.
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    or: on the eve of the anniversary of Bobby's death, Buck flees LA. Eddie follows him, because of course he does.

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    23 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 74

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    Thundering footsteps come down the hallway, bust into the room.

    Eddie, pausing at first in the doorway, then eyes bursting wide in shock. He jumps to Buck’s side, hand warm and heavy across his back.

    A guttural sound comes from deep in Buck’s chest–not a scream or a groan, something instinctual and animalistic, a rabbit as the wolf's teeth dig into its neck.

    "Buck? Holy shit. Buck, Buck, what did she give you? What did you give him?" Eddie shouts.

    "Mom?" Buck whimpers.

    or, Margaret Buckley has munchausen by proxy

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    19 Mar 2026

  5. Rec 49

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    The heart of it is this: there’s always some dead boy Buck should be living up to, and he never even knows until it’s too late to succeed.

    Buck finds out he wasn't the first man Bonnie kidnapped to play Derek and spirals about it.

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    18 Mar 2026