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You've Dug Your Grave, (Now Lie In It) by birdabee
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Mar 2025
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“I’d ask you to still,” her voice echoed out in the empty room, “Though, it seems like you can't help yourself, can you?”
Her tone had a teasing bite as her perfectly manicured nails dug into the heretic's knee. Anaxa’s lips formed that sneer she hated so much, but before he could utter a word, a Garmentmaker tied a piece of fabric between his lips and tied it expertly behind his head. All that came off those lips were muffled sounds.
the line between hate and love is much too thin, but the Dressmaster and Heretic make do.
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His name is Adithep, but his nickname is Sun. He has a sister called Noy. They both have dark brown hair, but Noy’s is much more curly. His eyes are golden brown and hers are a warm violet. Her skin is sunkissed and his bruises easily. Their languages are similar, hers written with rounded corners, whilst his are marked with sharp and straight letters. They look like siblings, so they are siblings.
or,
the inherent dehumanisation of a personification and how they cope.
or,
thailand keeps zoning out and laos can't keep track of her dumbass brother.
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- Part 1 of topic! : international relations
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Take My Hand, (Take My Whole Life Too.) by birdabee
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Jul 2023
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Really, Dazai does not know how he got himself in this position.
He did not expect to spend his Friday sitting on the agency's old couch between Yosano and Ranpo with Chuuya across from them.
Nakahara Chuuya.
The Port Mafia executive.
If looks could kill, the red haired mafioso would be six feet under. Yosano glared at Chuuya with dangerous suspicion, not bothering to even hide it.
Ranpo just leaned himself beside the bandaged detective and snacked on a bag of chips.
Chuuya stood confidently but Dazai could definitely see the nervousness in his blue eyes and how his breath picked up.
How did they get themselves here?
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Yosano and Ranpo are looking out for Dazai, really. Dazai is trying avoid this and Chuuya would very much like to take his boyfriend home.
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- Part 1 of trust me, i adore you.
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"—and I hope to call you my lover someday."
Oh god.
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poe is respectfully simping and ranpo is slightly oblivious.
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i dote on dazai too much and need an outlet.
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There was a girl back in the Akademiya. Odd, that she was so integral to his expulsion, and yet Zandik could not remember her name. He barely remembered her face. He remembered what she looked like when he cut her open at the picnic – the horror so fleeting, how her mouth slanted and froze there, like it intended to slide off her face. She’d thought he was handsome and interesting. He hadn’t cared if she thought he was the ugliest creature Irimsul ever recorded, truthfully. He just wanted to know what it looked like to see someone’s insides, how long it took for them to cool from the unyielding grip of death.
He cared if this stranger thought he was handsome.
“Do you trust me, Veksel?” He asked at last.
And Feofan smiled at him, glitter in those spellbinding eyes. “Not even slightly.”
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Zandik is not certain he loves. But he is certain he knows what he wants -- and what all versions of him have in common.
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- Part 1 of Cigarette Smoke and The Nature of Love
Bookmarked by birdabee
29 May 2026
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Effective Immediately by 0rangeSquash for YourLocalBookEater
Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)
28 Jun 2026
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The existence of personified nations was always an open secret. But when the public became fully aware of the ties these beings had with the land, the ethical considerations of these nations working under the government were sparked. Some of them have worked with less-than-ideal leaders, enabling genocide, colonisation, and corruption. Can they be trusted to remain in these positions? Should anyone be compelled to act on behalf of a government they do not agree with? If they are bound to their leaders' decisions, is it moral to keep them there at all?
They have lived for hundreds of years, and they will live for a hundred more. So the world had to ask: Should we recognise these beings as people, and do they deserve freedom?
After years of negotiation, international debates, and voting. A collective agreement from all world leaders had finally granted these nations freedom. No government leash, no political obligations. Now, with their own set of rights and personhood, they face an entirely new question: What does a nation become when there’s no country to represent anymore?
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- Part 2 of The Retirement
Bookmarked by birdabee
26 Jan 2026
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Nutcracker! by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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"You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."
Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.
Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.
or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.
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Bookmarked by birdabee
23 Dec 2025
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katabasis by Qekyo for meowmaur, lazykitkat
Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series
06 Dec 2025
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"I think I'll hate you forever."
Saparata smiled. Lips hovered over the exposed nerve endings. "So why did you come back for me?"
(or, the vaguely inspired orpheus and eurydice, where one can only remember their past lives after the other dies. the walk into hell electric boogaloo)
Bookmarked by birdabee
25 Nov 2025
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Chocolate Hazelnut & Salted Caramel by MissMarshmallowFluff
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Nov 2025
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A tall man with a well-built frame, dressed in a black chef coat stained with flour, walked out of the back kitchen. "Reney! Where did you put the…" He interrupted himself when his blue eyes caught Anaxa, and he sort of looked mesmerized. Then the poor guy hit his head with one of the shelves. Anaxa scrunched his nose at how loud the sound was, while Cyrene looked worried.
"Are you okay?" Both Anaxa and the girl asked at the same time.
"Yes! Sorry about that." The man smiled sheepishly while running a hand through his messy white hair. Anaxa almost snorted at how the other pretended his forehead didn't hurt from the hit.
Once Cyrene ensured the guy wasn't badly hurt, she smiled and said, "Good timing, Chef Phainon! This gentleman here wants information about wedding cake flavors."
"Oh…" Phainon sort of looked disappointed. "Congratulations," he mumbled with a smile.
Anaxa deadpanned. "It's not for me. It's for my picky brother."
Or, Anaxa only wants his brother to choose a goddamn cake for his wedding, and Phainon keeps fumbling.
Bookmarked by birdabee
11 Nov 2025