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    Marlow walks in on a secret he was never supposed to see.

    Or: the one where Shane gets jealous of the girls Rozanov and Marlow shared on the road and decides the only way to win is to become one of them. Feminization, degradation, and a very messy three-way.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ilya rarely smokes these days. Only on special occasions.

    New Year’s Eve.

    His mother’s anniversary.

    And whenever Shane asks.

    Ilya has never been able to say no to Shane and he’s not about to start on his birthday.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Mmm. You want it bad,” Ilya purrs, teeth grazing the column of his throat.

    “Yeah,” Shane whines, hating how petulant it sounds. A fresh flare of determination rises up in response. “Just give it to me. Ilya. I can—just go hard. Just make it fit.”

    Ilya laughs quietly, incredulously. It’s hot against Shane’s ear. “Make it fit."

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    Or: in the midst of a stressful season, Shane's a little... out of practice. He's not gonna let that stop him getting what he wants.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Can’t…” Shane breathes out, the overwhelming scent of Ilya taking away all of his dignity. “Can’t focus,” he admits quietly.

    “Tell me one word,” Ilya instructs, soothing Shane by brushing his knuckles against his cheek.

    Shane melts into the gentle touch. “Breed…”

    “What?” Ilya leans down to him, even though Shane is sure he heard him.

    “Breed my pussy,” he whispers more firmly.

    When Shane Hollander notices his husband’s body growing into its natural size, all he can think about is being bred.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Fuck, that’s good. You feel so good,” Shane moans above him.

    He pulls him down again, and this time he holds him there, his hands firm on Ilya’s head. Instinctively, Ilya fights it, his throat spasming around the intrusion, and he tries to pull off, but Shane holds him there.

    “Ah, ah. No. That’s not how you say it’s too much. You tap my leg, remember?”

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    Immediate sequel to 'I Keep Telling Myself, I'm not the Desperate Type'
    Stoner frat boy Ilya x cool, jock Shane

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane has been trying to figure out how to ask Ilya to stop using condoms. He finally works up the courage the night Boston eliminates Montreal from the playoffs.

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    04 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 76

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    After Shane abruptly leaves Ilya's apartment, Ilya is left feeling confused and sad, which turns to anger as he learns of Shane's new love interest Rose Landry. A chance encounter with an Uber driver introduces Ilya to new language for everything he's been feeling in the form of Lemonade, an album by Beyonce.

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    24 May 2026

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    Ilya posts a casual video of himself covered in a necklace of hickeys given to him by his beautiful, freaky boyfriend. In an unfortunate turn of events, girls all over the world join forces to share the details and video evidence of their own sexual exploits with Russia’s pass-around party boy. Shane is not at all consumed by jealousy and absolutely does not fall into a spiral of competitive obsession over these events.

    Or, 5 times Shane tries to be as good as every girl that Ilya’s ever been with, + 1 time Ilya shows him that he has always been better.

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    19 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Um, what's this?” Stevie asked, still looking at the contents of the box she'd gotten from Edith’s closet.

    “What's what, gorgeous?” Edith asked casually, leaning back from where she was rummaging through another box to look. She didn't seem fazed at the contents of the box. If anything, her face lit up as she reached out to grab the cherry red long object.
    “Oh, I've been looking for this!”

    “What is it?” Stevie asked again, eyeing the object like Edith was holding some sort of dangerous animal instead of a long, double-ended phallic object. Edith seemed amused.

    “My double dildo?”

    Stevie made a sound, like a mouse squeaking.

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    05 May 2026

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    “So,” Shane started out, pushing half a strawberry around his plate, leaving a pink slimy trail in its wake. His eyes were down when he spoke, as usual, but they flicked up to find Ilya’s after a moment. “Um. I know it’s early, but I have a birthday gift for you. Well,” Shane bit his lip. “It’s not, like, a gift, I guess. Not physical.” 

    Ilya’s eyebrows raised, and he painted on a curious smile, pointing at his chest. 

    “For me? A gift?”

     

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    or, ilya's first vacation with the hollanders. shane has a few surprises for him.

    (takes place immediately after the conclusion of dana street)

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    22 Apr 2026

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    17 Apr 2026

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    It’s now Luca’s turn, eyes looking over at him as he says, “Never have I ever made a sex tape.” 

    Shane heats up immediately, his cheeks surely turning bright pink. Ilya takes a sip and Shane follows him, feeling shy as they’re the only two to drink.

    OR

    Shane and Ilya watch the sex tape they once made and bet on who can last longer without touching themselves or each other.

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    13 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Y'know, Eddie, just because I'm a huge slut doesn't mean I'm gonna help you out every time you pop a stiffy in front of me.”

    It sends him sputtering just as quickly as you hoped it would. He lifts himself onto his elbows and stares back at you in horror.

    “Whuh— What? No, I know that, I'm not— I mean, fuck, I don't— I don't think you're a slut.”

    You cock your head at him, blinking innocently. “You don’t?”

    He shakes his head profusely, so deathly serious that it makes your heart swell. “No. Shit, of course not.”

    You hum at that, appraising his dire face with a mild pout, and then slump your shoulders in exaggerated disappointment. 

    “...Christ, Munson, what’s it gonna take?”

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    A supposedly celibate hangout with Eddie inches its way in the obvious direction. You both end up getting a little bit more than you bargained for.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Roommates for years, Shane Hollander has learned to live within his paper-thin walls - but it has also meant that he had to learn how to live with Ilya Rozanov, and what goes on behind his bedroom door.

    Shane hears everything: the laughter, the kisses and (unfortunately for him) what Ilya sounds like in the throes of pleasure.

    He is completely fine with it, until he isn't anymore.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

    ———

    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Finally, Ilya exhaled hard, shoulders slumping just slightly as he turned around. “I don’t like sharing you.”

    “I’m not shared,” Shane said softly. “You’re my boyfriend... he is my best friend.”

    Ilya turned back, eyes dark and possessive. “I see the way he looks at you. Because he looks at you the same way I look at you.”

    Shane’s mouth fell open, half grinning with amusement. Did Ilya really think Hayden was in love with him?

    “Ilya, Hayden has a wife and four kids, what are you talking abo-”

    “How could he not?!” Ilya cut him off. “You are perfect. Perfect son, perfect hockey player, perfect boyfriend, perfect friend!” He spits out, using air quotations to exaggerate the friend part.

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    OR: Ilya Rozanov is extremely jealous of Hayden Pike. Shane ends up in a situation needing help, and both Hayden and Ilya show up at the same time... chaos ensues as Hayden connects the dots.

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    22 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 436

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Mar 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    An open door was hardly an invitation for a man like Shane—someone who navigated life by second-guessing, who agonized over every choice laid in front of him.

    But maybe that was the point

    Maybe that was Ilya’s part in his life—Shane’s reckoning with letting go.

    Or an AU in which Shane and Ilya are roommates, Ilya has an OnlyFans, Shane works at the boxing gym, and everyone around them thinks they’re already married.

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    757
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    38,722

    13 Mar 2026

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