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    "Shane can feel his coach’s gaze on him as he finishes removing his gear, can feel the anger radiating off him and everyone else in the room so strongly it makes tears prick at the corners of his eyes, and he knows he’s not strong enough to stop what’s about to happen.

    He’s usually better at hiding this side of him, at gritting his teeth and pretending he’s not actually a real submissive like this club expects of him. But Shane is so tired of pretending, so tired of being forced to hide the aspects of himself these people don’t want to see, and he can’t muster up the strength to mask like he usually does.

    He’s not the robot that people think he is. He’s someone who loves hockey more than almost anything and this is the only way he’s ever been allowed to have it. He’s someone who, even after everything, still is desperate to prove his worth to the only NHL team he has ever known.

    He’s also a sub surrounded by people who hate him and whose thoughts are becoming more fractured by the second. There is no scenario where he comes out of this unscathed."

    Or, Shane does the only thing he can do in the aftermath of tripping during the Voyageurs and Centaurs playoff series. He breaks.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Eyes on me.” There is a sharp satisfaction as those eyes lift immediately to meet his again. “I need your name.”

    The man’s lashes flutter. “Shane, sir.”

    Ilya nods and lets his hand move through Shane’s hair. It is soft, and Shane leans into the touch, eyes closing briefly as if the contact alone is enough to ground him. The response is so natural that it gives Ilya pause.

    “Tell me about your limits.” Ilya doubts he is going to be close to any limits tonight, as Shane looks like he already had a pretty rough night. But he still needs to ask, good hygiene. 

    A small smile appears on Shane’s face, he looks at Ilya deeply, eyes not wandering away as he speaks, “There are no limit, sir.” He looks at the disbelief appearing on Ilya’s face and offers, “I’m the house slave.”

     

    Or, Ilya didn’t come for attachment, but Shane, bruised, obedient, and unraveling, becomes the one thing he can’t leave broken.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Ilya will lead the Bears to their fourth cup. He will play like a machine. He will play so disgustingly perfect that his retirement will feel inevitable - the climax of a world-class career.

    That's the plan.

    Shane Hollander - number one overall draft pick, teenage phenom, and the first biological Little to ever be drafted - will not get in the way of this plan.

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    05 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 68

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    “I love these pretty eyes, and these cheeks with your freckles. You are so beautiful, I want to give you everything you want.”

    A beaming grin, open and smoothed of the world outside their bubble, surrounds Shane's response. “I have everything I want.”

    “Are you sure, sweetheart? Anything. Sunshine, rainbows, I will make them in the sky for you. Anything.”

    “Well, um. Actually." Shane's shoulders curl into a bashful hunch. "…No, never mind, um. It’s silly.” 

    “Baby,” Ilya coos. “Baby, you know you can tell me. Anything at all. I love you. If I can get it for you, I will.”

    “Well, um. It’s…it’s kind of. Embarrassing.”

    “Don’t be embarrassed, sweetheart." Ilya grasps one of the hands Shane has snaked protectively around his own torso. Kisses the palm, the pads of the fingertips. He's in no rush to find out what flavor of this game Shane wants to play today. "Tell Daddy what is in your pretty head.”

    or: the Shane and Ilya ageplay PWP.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has been patiently waiting for Shane to realize he wants to give up control. When Shane sweetly suggests that Ilya take more of it ~outside the bedroom~ Ilya finally allows himself to lean into the desires he’s been holding back since that night in Vegas.

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    Shane and Ilya negotiate and explore a power dynamic

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    30 Jun 2026