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It was with smoke in his lungs and ash falling from the sky that Regulus wondered how deep the roots went.
How long had they been digging their gnarled claws into the world? Into him?
Regulus Black is weak. A Black should not be weak.
He dons his mask and does what he needs to in the name of a new world. He tries to ignore the prisoner in the cellar of Malfoy Manor. He lets himself hope, only on the darkest nights, that Sirius will be the one to kill him. His resolve wavers.
One wrong decision. A life for a life, an unpaid debt. To build a new world, he'll need to tear this one out from the roots.
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30 Jun 2026
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Predictably, Neil’s automated voicemail message answers for him. The number you’re trying to reach is unavailable at this time. The message runs through its spiel, informing Andrew that he can leave a message after the beep.
Goodbye hovers on his tongue. It’s the least that Neil deserves from him. There are so many more things to be said.
Andrew shuts his phone without leaving a voicemail. He drops his phone onto the counter and slips a knife out of its sheath.
Right before spring break during his fourth year at Palmetto, Andrew Minyard attempts suicide. Now everyone has to figure out how to move forward from here.
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22 Jun 2026
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Andrew wasn't impulsive, never had been. Not until Neil Josten.
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5 times Neil turns Andrew on and the 1 time he makes him come.- Language:
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30 May 2026
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When Neil wakes up in a very familiar car sitting next to a ghost, a little more than 7 years younger, he was more than a little freaked out. Last thing he remembered was going out for Andrew's 25th birthday.
He hadn’t been sure what to expect. He hadn’t even been sure why he’d done it. He was left adrift in too tight skin, sitting for hours next to the ghost of his mother in what was apparently a jaunt into the past, but it was ingrained in him to run back to Andrew. Always he orbited around the man who stood between him and any threat. Always he found his way to the man’s side. Now was no exception.
He hadn’t really expected for Andrew to know who he was though.
As he heard Andrew’s voice say his name, he realized that he’d been expecting a ‘Who is this?’, not a ‘Neil?’. Somehow, the relief he’d felt at hearing it though, was short lived. He was panicking.
“Where the fuck are you. I woke up six hours ago in the house in Colombia with Nicky and Aaron. It’s fucking April 22nd, 2003 Neil.”
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13 May 2026
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"Name?"
"Alex."
Andrew didn't have any reason not to trust him. Aside from his generally weird behaviour, Douche looked him in the eyes while he said it, but not challengingly. His tone was even and lacked any edge. He wasn't fidgeting, his hands were calm, his posture relaxed.
So, Andrew really didn't have any proof of his lying. But something didn't add up.
(Or the one where Andrew meets 22 personalities of one Neil Josten and manages to fall for all of them)
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11 May 2026