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“He didn’t deserve to keep you.” Eddie whispers into his ear. “Fuck him for not telling you his intentions in the first place. Fuck him for not caring about what you love. And fuck him for never treating you the way you deserved.”
Buck lets out a singular sob, his fingers clutching the back of Eddie’s pink button up. “I don’t even know what I deserve anymore,” he whispers wetly.
"I do."
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Eddie’s breath hitches on the other end, not like a laugh, like something different. Sort of like pain. Buck feels one of the tears make its way in a line down to his chin.
“Bad thinking?” Eddie whispers. Like he understands, like the bad thinking has afflicted him recently too.
“Yeah, bad thinking, y’know, the uh…” he lets out a rough laugh, a spurt of an ugly thing, “the whole me being an unlovable, horrible, annoying burden who doesn’t deserve anything good and probably won’t ever get it.”
or: Buck can't sleep, but Eddie can't either.
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“Eds, we don’t have to unpack this stuff right now. We can take a break. We’re off for a few more days, let’s slow down, okay?”
Eddie grimaces. He moves quietly, pulling out a chair at the kitchen table like he doesn’t want to make any noise, doesn’t want to bother anyone. Buck’s heart aches for him.
Or: Buck lends his loft to Bobby and Athena after the fire, subsequently moving in with Eddie in the aftermath of Christopher leaving for Texas. Healing begins, emotions are felt, and codependency rears its sweet, sweet head.
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Jack is selfish.
Or maybe he’s not, but he definitely feels like he is.
He wants to be a good friend to Eric. He really does. But nowadays selfishness comes so easily to Jack; It’s like breathing.
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or: Jack is sick, and Eric takes care of him.
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i wonder if they bore it long (or did it just begin) by asimile
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Dec 2021
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Peter was still in awe of the two men in front of him. They were him, but not him, all at the same time. Now that the stakes were gone and the battle was over, he had time to just look at them. These two selfless guys, just sitting in front of him in his room. They had been through things, lost people, lived their lives similar to his. He scrubbed a hand over his face.
“Gah, that’s really-” he sighed, “that’s really nice of you. I don’t know, um. You guys can crash here since you need a place to stay. I can take the floor. Or something.”
Peter 2 drew his mouth in another tight line. “We’ll make it work. Thanks, kid.”
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“So,” Buck says, head spinning. He’s really feeling the alcohol now. They definitely should have eaten something before drinking. “No women.”
Eddie fumbles as he sets the bottle down on his bedside table. “No women.”
“What about men?” Buck blurts, which is—crazy, because again: neither of them are gay.
They’re just two straight guys. Two straight guys in Eddie’s bed, tipsy, and—and Eddie doesn’t want to sleep with women. Which means nothing.
Beside him, Eddie goes preternaturally still. “I would know, if I—you know.”
“Okay.” Buck’s hands twitch at his sides. “I—yeah. Me too.”
Then, very seriously, Eddie turns to look at him. “If I were gay, you would be my first call.”
Warmth blooms in Buck’s chest. Eddie’s so nice to him. “Dude,” he says, touched. “You’d be my first call too.”
Or: a story set in season 2 featuring tequila, Just The Tip, and, finally, a kiss.
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12 Jun 2026
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In which Mike follows Will to New York University for completely normal and emotionally healthy reasons, and then they try drinking together for the first time and Mike realizes pretty quickly that there were other latent feelings involved in his decision. Featuring truly Gen X levels of casual alcohol use, cranky hours at the Met, laundry in a haunted basement, a Psychedelic Furs concert, the gang reuniting for a party at Jonathan’s apartment, one scary incident reflecting the grittier realities of late 80s NYC, love confessions obviously, and rather a lot of hickeys. (And they were roommates!)
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08 Jun 2026
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Buck has been feeling insecure about gaining weight as he gets older, but his family and friends are there to offer some perspectives on why it's not a bad thing. Eddie, of course, is obsessed with his beefie himbo boyfriend and does more than just quell Buck's worries.
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31 May 2026
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“Nothing,” Will says, right into Mike’s ear. “Still feeling good?”
So good. Mike makes sure to not say it aloud this time. “I think,” Mike says slowly, heart pounding, “I need” — Will pulls back just a little, just enough for their noses to bump against each other, clumsy, and Mike bites the bullet — “one more.”
Will is still in Mike’s lap, which is maybe not very platonic of him, and the joint has smoldered its way down to the end, nearly over, all eaten up by the fire. Will swallows thickly, then leans closer, a perfect imitation of their positions from earlier. Mike isn’t sure how long it’s been, but fire has been eating away at him too, this whole time, leaving him on the brink of going up in smoke, slow and burning and so good.“Yeah?” Will murmurs, realization dawning on him, eyes wide. “One more?”
or: Mike’s still new to this whole smoking thing. Will has a few ideas.
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28 May 2026
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"So." Buck takes another sip of coffee, real slow, savoring the wind-up. He sets the mug down with a soft clink. "Princess."
Eddie closes his eyes.
This is it. This is where they find him face down in his eggs. Chimney's going to have to call Pepa. Pepa is going to be furious. The funeral will be small and Buck better wear something hideous to it, Buck better wear that godawful floral shirt with the parrots, the one Eddie told him was ugly out loud one time two years ago and has been secretly obsessed with ever since, because Eddie deserves the satisfaction of being buried while looking at it.
"Buck." He says it into his toast.
Buck shrugs. "I'm just asking."
"You're not asking. You're enjoying yourself."
"I'm doing both, Eds, I’m versatile."
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Eddie gains a boyfriend, a pair of lace panties, and learns a lot about himself in the span of forty-eight hours.Series
- Part 2 of veni, vidi, vici
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21 May 2026