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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    🔞 For a year, Chuuya has been catching Dazai before he can walk into walls, trip over furniture, or send himself crashing face-first into the floor. Dating a stubborn man who refuses to admit he needs help comes with certain occupational hazards.

    Lately, though, something has changed.

    Dazai's accidents are becoming suspiciously predictable. Every stumble seems to happen when Chuuya is behind him. Every fall ends with Dazai sprawled across a desk, a couch, or a kitchen counter while Chuuya desperately tries not to think about it.

    The worst part? Dazai appears completely oblivious.

    Chuuya is not.

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    11 Jul 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    It’d been a perpetual spiral since the day he turned older than he’d ever wish to be.

    The childish and —quite honestly, pretentious dream of a painless end was becoming increasingly difficult to entertain. It was a nice thought, a stupid wish, a fantasy.

    Nothing more.

    The end surely couldn't come soon enough.

     

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    Dazai's worsening alcoholism makes him realize being drunk lowers his pain tolerance, intentionally getting into fights with strangers. But after a disappointing night out, he's faced with the reality that his actions might have consequences.

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    11 Jul 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Chuuya wanted peace, quiet, and expensive bathwater.
    Instead, he got:

    • Dazai.
    • A shared honeymoon suite.
    • A single futon.
    • And a resort owner who thinks they’re deeply in love.
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    02 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Iʼm asking you to do the work for me,” Dazai murmured, his voice dropping into a heavy, gravelly register that completely obliterated the narrow gap between them. “Take it nice and deep. Let it get burning hot in your chest... and then part your lips and let me swallow whatever you blow out. I want to taste your secondhand.”

    Chuuya, restless after a mission, steps outside for a smoke. Dazai, in a moment of characteristic audacity, demands a taste, not of the cigarette, but of the smoke. Through Chuuyaʼs lips.

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    02 Jul 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    "I think," Chuuya says softly, and his eyes are dark and fathomless like the depths Dazai has always been warned away from, "that you should come back in the water."

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    After years away, Dazai finally returns to the waters of his childhood.

    Chuuya finds him.

    Written for Bottom Dazai Week, Day 3 - Predator/Prey, Tentacles

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    01 Jul 2026

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