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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Dennis, wearing Robby's clothes around Robby's house; moving in, taking over half of the closet, half of the dresser, half of whatever he wanted, maybe more than half if that's what he asked for; gifting Robby a kiss every morning and every night that Robby doesn't deserve but would cherish with everything in him. Robby wouldn't take a second for granted. He wouldn't repeat the same mistakes that he's made time and time again in past relationships. 

    Fantasies are dangerous. They hurt afterward, when he manages to banish them from the forefront of his mind and replace them with what will actually happen: Dennis graduates from medical school, excels as a resident, moves on to bigger and better roles at bigger and better hospitals, falls in love with someone with zero emotional baggage, lives happily ever after. 

    Without Robby.

    Robby isn't doing well mentally, but when is he ever?

    Now, even the small moments of joy that he finds when he's with Dennis are starting to sour as Dennis insists on giving Robby an array of Hanukkah gifts. What the hell is he thinking, trying to make Robby happy like this?

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    "Alright, message received," Jack says. His grin is sharklike. "Dennis is all yours, Robby." 

    Dennis's blush intensifies, and Robby's hand falls from his back to scratch his own beard instead. His cheeks look a little red, too, now that Dennis looks closely. Maybe he didn't take Jack's comment as the joke that it clearly was. He's uncomfortable, Dennis realizes. He's uncomfortable with someone joking about me being his. 

    "I'll leave you guys to it," Dennis blurts out. 

    "Oh," Robby starts, but Dennis is already walking away, pissed at Jack for making such a dumb joke and pissed at himself for not laughing at it.

    Professionally, Dennis's life is going great. He nails his residency interview at PTMC and—with Robby's help, of course—is on track to getting a fellowship position in Emergency Pediatrics someday.

    Romantically, not so good. He's still harboring a crush on his boss, who's just trying to be a good mentor by doing things like buying him snacks, chauffeuring him to and from work, taking him out to dinner... just normal mentor things.

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    "You aren't misreading things," Robby says quickly. He's fucking this up, royally. "We're friendly with each other." 

    Dennis cracks a grin. "'Friendly with each other.' Let me guess, you're one of those old men who's allergic to admitting that they have friends?" 

    "Fuck off!" he gasps through a startled laugh. Dennis is already giggling. "This old man has plenty of friends, thanks." A lie, but Dennis couldn't possibly know that. 

    "I'm sure you do," Dennis says. "And, you know, thanks. For including me in that category." He smiles. 

    "Right," Robby says. His chest kind of hurts. He's pretty sure this is what the kids call 'being friendzoned.' "I mean, you're welcome?"

    Dennis laughs again, and Robby decides that maybe he can live with being friends if it means he gets to keep making Dennis smile like that.

    Robby wants to be a good mentor to Dennis. Maybe even a good friend to him, if that's what Dennis wants (which, apparently, he does). It's just kind of difficult when Robby is drawn to Dennis like a moth to a flame.

    And who the fuck is Cole?

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    Dennis is trying to put himself out there despite it terrifying him. Not many guys are looking to fuck a Trans guy, it's terrifying trying to filter out who will be okay with it and still see him as a man after.

    Until a message pops up on his Grindr from "M". Who turns out to be just the kind of guy Dennis needs to help him out of his shell.

     

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    Dennis and Robby Pre-pitt Grindr hook up. Dennis is nervous about putting himself out there and Robby fully takes the lead on a casual night together.

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    It's one thing to work alongside the married attendings he's crushing on in the ED, but it's quite another to be trapped in a car with the married attendings he's crushing on for five hours.

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    21 Jun 2026