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The U-20 match ended exactly as Itoshi Sae predicted-a victory for Japan. He saw it coming from the moment he stepped onto the pitch.
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What he didn’t see coming, what he never expected to lose—was the very thing he’d been so intent on breaking. Sae realizes that while he won the match, his entire world has just turned upside down.or
Sae reaps what he'd sown.
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24 Jul 2026
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Rin is drowning; Sae, his parents, the expectations and desperation he imposed on himself to be the very best and finally prove himself to be worth something, anything, were really starting to take its toll… and the U-20 match had been the final crack in Rin’s already sinking boat, in the only thing keeping him afloat and safe from the tumulus waves of emotions crashing around in his mind like a never-ending storm. Day by day, each cold, dismissive glance, each sharp, biting word from what-used-to-be his older brother’s unloving, uncaring mouth continued to chip and crack away at Rin’s mind… and, at some point, the prospect of simply being swept away and forever-submerged by the tides stopped seeming so daunting.
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How will Itoshi Sae, with a deeply-internalized, effortlessly-cold, and emotionally-detached heart confront his darkness-shrouded past, sense-of-self, and relationship with his little-brother when, after a eye-opening, grief-filled night of regret and terror, he realized that the consequences of his actions and the price paid for the perfectly-crafted mask of utter uncaring that he prided himself on were much steeper than he originally realized?
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23 Jul 2026
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Knives Out, (they would've drowned you at birth.) by rengiyuuluvr
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
03 Aug 2025
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Rin has changed.
After waking up in the hospital, a few police visits and a court order, Rin finds himself moved two hours away from his hometown in the city of Tokyo. He's meant to start living with Sae and that stupid cockroach boyfriend of his(shidou). But how can things go back to normal between himself and Sae after it being years since they last saw each other?
edit: now with a small little sequel ^_^
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19 Jul 2026
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Two weeks at home.
A brother who destroyed him. A mind on the brink of the abyss.Itoshi Rin returns from Blue Lock, but his greatest battles are not played out on the field, but in the empty hallways of a house that once held the title of a warm and welcoming home, in the cutting memories of a relationship shattered.
In the midst of all the anguish Rin discovers that there is an unhealthy but effective way out to escape her pain and numb her mind to have even a few measly minutes of peace.
But apparently someone has a different opinion about that method....
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19 Jul 2026
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Rin loses everything. Before his soccer career could even start, it got ripped away from him. The world cup. His brother’s attention. The chance to crush his rival. Everything. Without soccer, what’s even the purpose of Rin’s life? The short answer is—nothing. Rin knows that just as well as years pass by, watching both Isagi Yoichi and Itoshi Sae shine, while he’s rotting away, forgotten. He might as well just get in an accident and die. Little did Rin know, dying would actually give him another chance at life, or rather Isagi’s life.
short summary - rin dies and goes back in time to the second selection but he also bodyswaps with isagi
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19 Jul 2026