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if you saw the inside of me for more than a minute you would not want to hold me by SmellsLikeDeanSpirit
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Sep 2023
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Horror formed in the pit of Dazai's stomach as he watched Atsushi’s hands transform into claws. He watched as those claws started dragging bloody caverns down the hollows of Atsushi’s throat.
Still, Atsushi was screaming, even as Dazai ran forward. The boy had flinched at his touch but now Dazai had no choice, trying his best to ignore the painful twist in his chest at Atsushi’s pleading cries to please please, don’t touch me. Don’t touch me. Don’t touch- as he slapped his hands around Atsushi’s claws, activating No Longer Human without a second's delay.
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“Who am I?” Dazai asked. “Who am I to you?”
“You’re-” Atushi faltered, “You’re Dazai Osamu, leader of the Port Mafia. You’re my boss,” there was another pause, “And you’re supposed to be dead.”
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Or the one where BEAST! Atushi is transported into canon by a rogue ability user and the ADA comes face-to-face with what could have been.
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20 Jun 2026
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the age of pleasure by emlikeshollanov, pixiecore
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 May 2026
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"I-I'm sorry," he says, "You were sleeping and I— And we have practice tomorrow for the big game."
"Luca."
Tears land on Ilya's sweatpants.
"I'm sorry I made you a-angry, sir."
Shane presses on the breaks a little harder than he probably should've at a red light.
"Haasy," Ilya calls as the hand in his hair gets just a touch rougher, pulling him to look upwards. His voice is different and something like a switch clicks in Luca's brain, turning off the permanent noise machine inside it, "Settle. You're good here."
"I'm sorry, captain."
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Luca Haas has a really bad introduction to BDSM via ex-boyfriend. Married Hollanov are here to help.
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20 Jun 2026
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Across the Line by emlikeshollanov, isto4u
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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The Centaurs having a GC where they send a 💦 emoji every time they jerk off (for performance reasons). Luca has not sent one for a while so Ilya and Shane check on him at the hotel one night.
Or: Luca Haas can’t come because of his new antidepressants, but Shane and Ilya coach him through it.
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- Part 1 of Hollanovaas Shenanigans
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20 Jun 2026
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Stitched Back Up by firenze21
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Mar 2026
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"When I told Luca he needed a few stitches, he just…” Terry glanced toward the medical room and then back to Ilya. “I think he had a panic attack. He won’t let me near his hand."
Ilya's eyebrows furrowed as he processed everything Terry was saying.
“When he finally spoke a few minutes ago, the only thing he said was ‘Ilya’."
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Ilya and Shane coach rookie Luca Haas through getting stitches after he had a panic attack in medical. It's not the date night they had originally planned.
Takes place during the 2020-2021 season, Luca's first season as a Centaur, and Shane's last season as a Voyageur. Shane and Ilya's relationship is still private.
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- Part 1 of How Haas Hatched Hollanov Team Dads
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19 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is my Angel by codiwill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.
He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.
Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.
A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.
“What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.
No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.
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Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.
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19 Jun 2026

