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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane thought he was going to break right there. He knew his hands were trembling but now when Ilya mentioned it, he could feel that his entire body was shaking. His breathing was shallow and his throat dry. He felt really ill all of a sudden, like going-to-throw-up-any-second-ill.

    Or; Shane Hollander is afraid to fall asleep and doesn't confide in Ilya.

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    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Two nightmares, twenty-two years apart.

    While nightmares are no longer common for Ilya, he's always had to navigate them from time-to-time. First, as a little boy with his mother by his side. Now, with his husband.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Ilya wakes up from a nightmare feeling different

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Ilya wakes from a nightmare so vivid that, for a few terrifying seconds, he can't tell where the dream ends and reality begins. In the nightmare, Shane is lying motionless on the ice after his accident with Marleau. When he finally wakes up, the panic doesn't disappear. what make it worse Shane's side of the bed is empty.

    What Ilya doesn't know is that Shane had only stepped outside to take a call from Hayden. When Shane returns, he finds Ilya standing on the porch, barefoot, shaking, and crying. He talks Ilya through the panic, helps him breathe, wraps him in his arms, and reminds him that he's safe.

    When Ilya admits he's afraid to go back to sleep, Shane doesn't hesitate to abandon his carefully planned morning routine. He climbs back into bed, holds him close, and promises to stay right there until he wakes up. Whatever the nightmare takes from him, Shane is determined to give back a sense of safety.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Then Ilya saw him.

    Next to another man. Who had his hand on Shane’s arm.

    While Shane didn’t appear to be flirting back, he also didn’t seem as uncomfortable as Ilya would have expected him to be.

    Interesting…

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    At a fundraiser, Ilya comes up with a plan to make Shane jealous.

    If you haven’t noticed, Ilya is pathetic for Shane Hollander. Especially when he’s a brat…and a little mean.

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    16 Jul 2026