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Red Notebook of Winters Past by Twinch
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
16 Dec 2021
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Narration weaves in and out of the present where James and Zemo live happily / smuttily together in mutual respect of their darker sides (in bold), and between James' very graphic memories of how Hydra broke him. They work thru the origins of each of the Activation Words for the Winter Soldier, plus other details from the mysterious Red Notebook.
Each section can be read as a stand alone.
Longing - Sexual assault & touch deprivation
Rusted - the Muzzle
Seventeen - Your past will haunt you
Daybreak - Where the Asset was born
Furnace - Learning to fake death while being denied it
Nine - Training Kills
Benign - the Kindest Handler is the Cruelest
Homecoming - Saying Hail Hydra for a fucking pair of pants
One - “I remember everything” Bucky’s Thoughts during Cryofreeze
Freight Car - attaching the arm / cannot escape what you’ve been transformed intoJames will refer to himself by the name he most associates with the memory, and while he may have had distinct separate personalities at many points, he is now an amalgamation of them all.
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From Grit to Pearl by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics)
15 Jan 2021
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He does not have a name.
He has been called many things over the years; a weapon, a ghost, HYDRA’s Fist, the Soldier, and from what they have told him his work has shaped the century.
But he does not have a name. His name, like so many other things, has been taken from him, stolen.
Forgotten.
Until the day it is not, and remembering, he breaks free, killing his handler and making his escape in a desperate bid for freedom.
Frightened, lost and hurt, he seeks out the last person in the world he can trust, his baby sister, now an almost eighty-year-old widow, somehow knowing she is the only one who can help him.
It is a difficult journey, one filled with pain, tears, and things that should not be possible. But also with recovery and redemption, rebirth and miracles, family and hope.
This story is a love letter between Bucky and his sister Rebecca, the world, and eventually his childhood best friend, Steve Rogers, the boy he once loved. But ultimately, it is the love letter Bucky writes to himself, as he reclaims who he once was, discovers who he is now, builds a new life for himself and realizes he might, just might, be as strong, as beautiful, as precious as a pearl.
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Chyetirye [Podfic] by farkenshnoffingottom for SkyisGray
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
27 Aug 2017
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Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate.
Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin.
Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers.
A podfic of SkyisGray's fic "Chyetirye"
Series
- Part 1 of Ipseity [Podfic]
- Part 8 of farken's MCU podfics
Bookmarked by Twinch
31 May 2026
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[Podfic] Buttercup and the Lethal Protector - A Thrilling Tale of Viscous Adventure by cricketsong1985, quietnight
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Venom (Marvel Movies)
15 Apr 2026
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“Look, it isn't what it sounds like. V's basically a sweetheart most of the time."
“Basically a sweetheart. Most of the time." Incredibly, Barnes did not look sold.
"Yeah," Eddie rubbed his neck, trying not to fidget. "They just need the right person, which is me. They’re not gonna steal Captain America and go on a rampage.”
Though, once Eddie put it like that.... riding around in that pumped up pinnacle of perfect human physicality did kinda sound like V's idea of a good time.
“Shit.”Podfic of Buttercup and the Lethal Protector - A Thrilling Tale of Viscous Adventure by cricketsong1985, quietnight.
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- Part 2 of Buttercup and the Lethal Protector
Bookmarked by Twinch
31 May 2026
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But I Knew You by kittyhazelnut
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
02 Jul 2026
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The first time that young Natalia Romanova met HYDRA's Winter Soldier, she thought he was a monster; a mindless drone incapable of human feeling. As HYDRA and Dreykov forced them to work together time and time again, she realized she may have judged him too harshly.
Natasha thought she'd left the Winter Soldier behind when she fled SHIELD. But when the bombing in Vienna leaves the whole world pointing fingers at the wrong man, she finds herself swept up in a desperate attempt to prove his innocence, and navigating perhaps the most difficult relationship she never truly got to have.
Bookmarked by Twinch
28 May 2026
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Omega Interrupted by pandafish
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
22 Apr 2023
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Bucky isn't a normal omega. He hasn't hit his first proper heat yet, but still it feels like he's in an almost constant state of heat. His sexual dysfunction causes the omega boarding school where he goes to send him to a clinic meant to deal with this stuff - a massive brick mansion in the middle of the beautiful woods. When Dr Steve Rogers, expert in omega medicine, sees Bucky however he's perplexed. He's never seen an omega with this particular problem before, especially not in someone so young.
So Steve decides to take him in, and since he doesn't quite know how to treat him, he just needs to experiment. And soon Bucky finds himself spending his days strapped to a chair or bench being subjected to all kinds of pleasurable machines and medical treatments by a very handsome alpha doctor...
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- Part 1 of How to care for an omega
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Bookmarked by Twinch
11 Jun 2023

