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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    When Sebastian is handed a new Client Card by his boss at the Executive Escort Agency he now works for, he thinks it must be a mistake...

    Alex Mullner
    29
    Director of Strategy for Vector Group Inc
    Status- Divorced
    Contract- 1 week trial with intention to extend to 4 months. Travel required. Client to pay all expenses, including living, material needs, travel, events and incidentals.
    Expectations- (…)

    But it's no mistake. Alex needs help in a very big and very personal way, and Sebastian's boss seems to think that he's the right person for the job...

    This story takes place 4 years after Sebastian and Alex's chance meeting at the 'gentleman's club' in the 'Bachelor Party' story that I've written. It's included as part of the series here if you haven't read it yet!

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    06 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    When Jonathan first hears about the faggot with the death wish, it’s a blustery Tuesday morning in late November. There's no way Indianapolis' up-and-coming gay boxer "Paul Cox" is anyone he knows. He takes the story.

    Steve Harrington is more than happy to pose for a Chicago gay mag for a few hundred dollars. He just wants out of Indianapolis.

    It's December of 1991, and no one has dealt with anything.

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    04 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    "There are other things about me that just don’t really match up with what my friends like, so I don’t talk about that stuff with them. And that’s fine.”

    Sebastian doesn’t know what to say. This is a layer of Alex that he had no idea even existed before this conversation. He feels a sudden urge to reach his arm out and touch him, comfort him.

    Instead his voice turns soft and he tilts his head. “What kind of things do you want to talk about?”

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    Sebastian and Alex get high at a party and have an impromptu heart-to-heart. It goes further than Sebastian could've ever imagined.

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    27 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Alex was such an asshole. But what else was he supposed to be?
    His dad told him boys don’t cry. His coaches told him to "man up." His friends said faggot like it was a punchline. And Sebastian, with his eyeliner and his silence and his midnight walks—Sebastian was everything Alex wasn’t allowed to want.

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    27 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Sebastian loves coding… Unfortunately coding doesn't pay much, not nearly as much as his far more lucrative gig as a camboy.

    But no one knows about that. Except for Haley, his partner in crime and the reason behind his success with pictures and videos.

    He's worked incredibly hard to create a mysterious online persona. Never showing his face. Tempering how much he interacts with his fanbase online, and never EVER considering talking privately with a subscriber.

    His life has been one of routine for a long time and he’s liked it that way.

    But something is changing. Things are shifting. Starting with a new guy who’s just moved to town.

    And… since when does Alex want to be his friend… And since when does HE want to be Alex's friend in return?

    He starts streaming instead of just making videos, trying to find and fill that feeling of closeness and intimacy that has started aching in him… and the more he does it and the more he engages with his community the more the lines blur between what he said he’d never do and what he needs and craves more than anything.

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    27 May 2025