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“...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”
“It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.
Fuck his fucking life.
“You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”
“Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”
Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.
Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.
(when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)
(...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)
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04 Jul 2026
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.
The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.
The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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- English
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- 56,378
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 2,492
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04 Jul 2026
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The butterfly effect of Detective Cliff Marlow by dreamsinviolets
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Jun 2026
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What if Cliff Marlow, after Ilya came back from visiting Shane in the hospital, put his detective cap on and sleuthed out more than Ilya was prepared for?
Perhaps Ilya, in bed with Shane at his cottage months later, finally shares this detail with him. Which perhaps encourages other unspoken details to be shared, and some fantasizing about who else they would like to tell. On purpose.
Perhaps the late night fantasizing snowballs into an actual plan. A labour day weekend party where they surprise everyone that matters to them (Marlow is also invited). For better and for worse.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps…
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- English
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- 21,528
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 193
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25 Jun 2026
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the space between us by noisehues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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When the Hollander family trip to Moscow comes to an end, 8-year-old Shane swears he's never going to see Ilya again. He parts from his summer friend with a heavy heart and the certainty that that's the end of their budding friendship.
Over a decade later, Ilya walks into his life again, all grown and handsome; his thick accent is a hint, but what gives his identity away is the bracelet tied around his wrist. There should be no reason for Ilya to be in Montreal, and yet here he is.
Shane takes a deep breath and reintroduces himself, completely unaware of the whirlwind Ilya is about to take him in.
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21 Jun 2026
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In Close Quarters by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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Shane slips through his front door and back into his quiet apartment. He leans back against the door and takes a steadying breath in his dark apartment. After a moment, the music next door turns off and Shane is left with only the pounding of his own heartbeat in his ears.
He closes his eyes and tries not to think about Rozanov or the way Shane’s entire body lit up like a live wire when he said in that low, accented voice, only if you ask nicely. He’s hard in his penguin print pajama pants and now he’s going to have to jerk off and shower before he can sleep. While trying not to think about his asshole neighbor.
This is bad. This is very bad.
In which Shane Hollander's new next door neighbor is a menace who always seems to answer the door shirtless.
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- Part 3 of i'm coming to the anonymous cottage
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- English
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- 21,941
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1
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- 492
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20 Jun 2026
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and it was all yellow by belowtherabbithole
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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Shane keeps getting random packages sent to his door for an Ilya Rozanov. Problem is - he has no idea who that is.
It's really frustrating. Lucky for him when they do meet, Ilya Rozanov is a tall, blonde, gorgeous model.
Hm. Less frustrating.
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20 Jun 2026
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truth of pursuit by angeluvxx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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Shane at only twenty-five was already a high-earning businessman. He worked hard as second in command for one of the largest tech cooperations in Amercia and in a few years, he was to become the CEO.
That was until a deal turned bad and left the company on the cusp of bankruptcy. Enter Ilya Rozanov, his biggest competition and soon to be boss.
or,
Shane had everything taken from him, Ilya Rozanov didn't expect to fall for his cute little trophy.
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- English
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- 41,729
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- 3/3
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20 Jun 2026
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they (don't) know about us by rachelrae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
“Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
“I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??Series
- Part 7 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Part 1 of every kiss, it gets a little sweeter
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- English
- Words:
- 30,402
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 10
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- 3,571
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- 16,990
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18 Jun 2026
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shallow pools-verse by facingthenorthwind (spacegandalf), StormVandal
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Jun 2026
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17 Jun 2026
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Glimpses of Domesticity by Ensolleildelune
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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It starts with Hollanov going viral for Shane kissing Ilya's hand in a grocery parking lot, and leads to the world seeing how painfully in love the two are.
OR, Shane and Ilya being domestic and in love in public, as seen through the eyes of the internet and their friends, a social media, 5+1 Fic.
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- English
- Words:
- 12,120
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 212
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- 5,683
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- 1,138
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- 53,872
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14 Jun 2026
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A Mother Always Knows by Meishali
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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Of course Yuna has a burner account, not just one, many in fact. She uses them for her job as Shane’s manager, to keep tabs on hockey news, the league, rumor mills, and on occasion, Rozanov.
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How Yuna comes to care for Ilya through twitter before ever meeting him. AKA Ilya clinches the title ‘favourite son’ arguably before Shane’s parents find out about their relationship.
Spans the entire timeline of Heated Rivalry.
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- Part 4 of Ilya&Yuna
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,638
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 589
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- 3,718
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12 Jun 2026
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On Their Own Terms by CertainlyUncertain, Pammcasso
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.
“Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.
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What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.
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- English
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- 30,451
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 5
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- 541
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11 Jun 2026
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Buck accidentally calls Eddie “baby” in front of the entire 118.
Which would be less of a problem if Eddie wasn’t also his ex.
They broke up eight months ago, but somehow they’re still acting like divorced spouses, sleeping together occasionally, and ruining every attempt at moving on.
The worst part?
They never stopped being in love.
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09 Jun 2026
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The Great Shane Baby Daddy Fic by allfloodedwiththedawn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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“Well, they had pretty good steak, but I don’t know if they’d have anything you would like,” Hayden says, and kicks off his shoes. He falls onto his bed with a contented sigh, then looks over at Shane, who hasn’t said anything yet. “Shane? You good?”
Shane means to say he’s fine, but what comes out instead is: “Rose is having a baby.”
Hayden sits up abruptly.
“Whoa,” he says. “You’re serious?”
“Yeah,” says Shane. “She just called me. She took three tests.”
“Been there, brother,” says Hayden, his eyes wide. Shane puts his head in his hands again.
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A few weeks after Rose and Shane split up, Rose discovers that she's pregnant. Overwhelmed by the prospect of fatherhood, Shane puts off confronting Ilya about his feelings, and they never hook up at the All-Stars Game. They find their way back to each other anyway.
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- English
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- 52,047
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 762
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- 2,259
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07 Jun 2026
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Glass Door by banthafodder87
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 May 2026
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Hayden Pike thought he knew everything about his best friend. He knew Shane Hollander’s coffee order, his blood type, and his superstitious need for a "lucky" hat. But he didn't know about the secret domestic life Shane was hiding behind the sliding glass door of his Lanaudière cottage. When Hayden arrives unannounced, he expects "guy time" and a fun weekend with Shane. Instead, he witnesses a soft, private domesticity between Shane and the one man Hayden thought they both hated most: Ilya Rozanov. Forced to reconcile the "World’s Biggest Asshole" with the man who expertly calms Shane through a devastating panic attack, Hayden realizes that if he wants to stay in Shane’s life, he’ll have to learn to play a new part.
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06 Jun 2026
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Love me like you do. by yakassi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Comic book nerd and longtime fan of The Away Team (TAT), Shane Hollander, finally gets the chance to see his favorite rising punk band in person! But when a small mishap leads to him coming face to face with his favorite band member, their bassist and song writer, Ilya Rozanov, everything changes for him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 57,347
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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- 322
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- 1,169
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06 Jun 2026
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Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
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A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.
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- Part 2 of Return-to-Play
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,450
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Collections:
- 9
- Comments:
- 7,085
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- 21,942
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04 Jun 2026
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a little more romeo, a little more juliet by apageinthisbook
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.
a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.
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- 13
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- 3,874
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13 May 2026
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won't he be a sight with his hockey helmet on? (that'll be his first love 'til his first love comes along) by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 May 2026
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“You know, I’ve been waiting to meet you his whole life.” At Ilya’s surprised look, David nods, “His whole life. Meet someone, fall in love, bring them home, the good stuff. I hoped he would be happy."
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- Part 11 of a little more romeo, a little more juliet
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,031
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 262
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- 4,058
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- 340
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- 26,520
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10 May 2026
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wishing you the best (in the worst way) by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Shane: I’ve never wanted to share it since our timeline is so…complicated
Hayden: Is it? You were fucking, then you dated, then you got married. Normal progression!
Shane: I don’t think the “fucking” part of that equation is usually 7 yearsIn which the Voyageurs’ secret homophobic group chat leaks, Shane decides it might be time to tell the world how long he’s been seeing Ilya, and said world loses their shit.
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- Part 4 of the secret society of stick handlers
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,151
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,811
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- 40,412
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- 6,239
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- 398,830
Bookmarked by ThatOneMess
09 May 2026