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Bookmarked by Starshaker
02 Mar 2026
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Samira’s rage turns out to be a blessing. If she had been surprised by Dr. Jack Abbot’s defined back muscles and sculpted shoulders pulling his shirt over his head in any other headspace, she would have frozen. She would have turned pink and tripped over an excuse for barging in on him changing. But not today.
She leans an arm on the wall, effectively trapping her unsuspecting patient in. “What the fuck?”
Or: my impatient musings for s2 e7, the dawn of canon Mohabbot!
Bookmarked by Starshaker
15 Feb 2026
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Full series timeline here!
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17 Dec 2025
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“What the hell are you doing here?” Abbot asked. He nodded for her to continue walking
“A physician walking into a hospital just before shift change,” She watched as a grin spread across his face. “It’s a riddle no one has been able to crack.”
“You’re finally working nights?”
“I switched with Ellis,” She said. “So, you’re stuck with me for the next three days.” Her steps faltered. “Finally?”
“Are you serious? I’ve been trying to poach you from day shift since PittFest.”
“Really?”
“Really.” His response was almost instant. “You were incredible. The IO borehole, the pigtail catheter; I’m going to be talking about that for the rest of my life. Of course I want you for night shift.”
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The year it takes Samira and Jack to find one another.
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
25 Apr 2025
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Buck and Eddie go on dates, fall in love and get together.
Yes in that order.
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"He has a plan in mind now, a new Buck, one who’s not going to be selfish anymore, who puts Eddie first and devotes his time and energy to his best friend.
He makes a vow to himself as he drifts off. He’s going to make sure Eddie has some fun, that he lets go of that tight hold of control he's held onto for years now.
He’s going to be the reason Eddie smiles."
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04 Nov 2024
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50 First Dates AU
“It still sounds like a nightmare. You know, starting over every day. Always doing the same thing, making the same mistakes. Never having a chance to learn or make a different decision. Shouldn't it be when you're at your worst, they're at their worst, you have every reason to give up, and you still decide you want to try again?”
-Evan Buckley, Season 5 Episode 18OR
After the ladder truck bombing, Buck loses the ability to form and maintain new memories. Every day is a new challenge but everything changes when Eddie Diaz joins the 118, one year later than he was supposed to.
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- English
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- 59,475
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- 16/16
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
07 Oct 2024
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“Uh, hey.” The guy blinks slowly and he is holding a piece of paper in his hands, glancing down at it and then back up at Buck with something very similar to the panic Buck was just feeling in the bathroom. “I think you might be my husband?” The guy croaks out, voice hoarse from just waking up and strained, breaking on the last word.
Buck glances down, his gaze shooting to the man's left hand and— yup, an identical plastic ring is on his finger. When Buck takes a step closer, the guy angles the piece of paper to the side, enough that Buck can read it's apparently a marriage certificate. It's signed sloppily and messily and he thinks that's his signature but it's all wobbly and the ink falls to the side like his hand slipped at the last second.
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a night of drinking at chim's bachelor party, ends up with buck getting married to a stranger. who knew it would be the best thing to ever happen to him?Series
- Part 17 of a universe of first meetings
Bookmarked by Starshaker
05 Oct 2024
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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- English
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14 Sep 2024
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every moment points towards the aftermath by trysetmeonfire
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Friends at the Table (Podcast)
08 Sep 2024
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For awhile, in the beginning, every time Eddie meets Buck the other man has blood in his teeth.
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- Part 4 of other worlds than these
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08 Sep 2024
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It’s not until three days later that he realises their friendship is well and truly beyond platonic.
They’re hanging out at Tommy’s apartment again, watching a fight Sal was keen on but Tommy didn’t care about all that much, and Sal catches him looking. Tommy’s on the verge of a panic attack, straightening up where he’s lounging on his couch, when Sal gets up from the armchair and flops down next to him and grabs him with a hand at the back of Tommy’s neck and pulls him into a kiss, and Tommy thinks, yeah − he could get used to this.
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01 Jul 2024
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Buck meets God at a gay club. He finds him in an oil-slick puddle on a damp night, neon lights reflecting off the kaleidoscopic liquid in the parking lot.
or; Evan Buckley falls in love with himself.
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10 Apr 2024
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Buck blushes. Always has. Gets flustered easily, ducks his head with a giddy, boyish grin at any compliment. It’s poetic, really, that he’s a firefighter because he flushes bright, fire engine red every time.
Still, though. He’s not sure he’s ever blushed as much as he does with Tommy.
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09 Apr 2024
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some things fall when they're meant to fall by sibylsleaves for burnthatbridge
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Jun 2024
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Eddie’s gaze drop to Buck’s lips—pink, like his birthmark. Eddie wants to taste those lips, and he wants it with a fierceness so sudden it shocks him.
“I’m, uh,” Buck stammers. “Last night. When you saw me and Tommy…we—we were on a date.”
Everything inside Eddie goes still. If his heart is a kite, then this is the moment it plummets back to earth.
or, Buck tells Eddie some news. Eddie has a realization and breaks up with his girlfriend. Not necessarily in that order.
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
06 Apr 2024
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Eddie looks back at Buck with an uncertain expression. “You wanna grab some breakfast before you go home? I’m starved.”
“Sure,” Buck agrees. He doesn’t miss the way Eddie’s shoulders relax, something like relief in his expression which quickly fades into a tired smile. Eddie thought he would say no, Buck thinks. And then:
He asked anyway.
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Almost a year after the bridge collapse, a lot has changed. The team are scattered—Bobby and Athena on their Honeymoon, Hen on adoptive parent's leave, and Buck and Eddie... They may still work together, still have movie nights with Chris whenever they can, but things have changed. With Maddie and Chimney's wedding around the corner, Buck tries to make it perfect. And maybe, along the way, he might figure out why everything still feels... wrong.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
13 Feb 2024
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let's fast forward to three hundred awkward blind dates later by melkings
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 Jan 2024
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"I, uh…" Eddie's gaze falls on Buck and he visibly relaxes, his shoulders dropping the tiniest bit in relief.
Buck stifles his laughter and puts himself in front of them. "Sorry, Mr. Diaz? There's someone with a package in the backdoor for you." He emphasizes the word 'package' and makes his eyes wider on purpose. "The guy said it was from, uh, Christina."
To be fair, this time his move is pathetic and shouldn't have worked as well as it does. Their restaurant might not be the best one in the city, nor the fanciest— but they're in a decent zone, Bobby's married to a cop and they never really have any real problems. Especially not with Christina or Molly.
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Eddie figures if he's going to go on bad dates, he might as well go to Buck and Bobby's restaurant so Buck can save him from them. Buck suffers and pines like the idiot he is, and feelings are blurted out over dinner and fancy wine.Bookmarked by Starshaker
26 Jan 2024
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Inevitable by absolutebearings
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016), Star Wars - All Media Types
19 Jul 2017
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He had the kind of face you saw everywhere, and nowhere at the same time – so unremarkably average that it was almost suspicious. But he knew how to wear it, knew how to be a thousand different things; whatever the mission required. Though he often disappeared into whatever role he was assigned, sometimes she saw glimmers of an emotion she couldn’t read ripple over those strangely common features, and knew it had no place in a liar’s arsenal of masks.
Sad eyes, she thought, shivering. He can’t hide those.
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
17 Sep 2023
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On the screen, the camera pans down as they introduce the contestants. Mary, on her 3rd day winning streak, is a dowdy teacher type. Center stage is occupied by a graying man with loopy handwriting named Auggie. And all the way to the right is…
Evan.
Damn.
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One night when Eddie can't sleep, he discovers the hottest Jeopardy contestant of all time (objectively). With the "help" of his team and his fairly good working knowledge of Twitter, they devise a plan to get Evan (from Jeopardy) to slide into Eddie's DMs. It works surprisingly well.
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
15 May 2023
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He feels Buck’s head just drop onto his shoulder.
And Eddie thinks it must say something that Ravi doesn’t even blink, he just continues his conversation with Buck, and it probably says something that Eddie himself doesn’t even flinch, just takes Buck weight, lets the amusement of the idea of Buck, a 6’2” man leaning over to tuck himself against Eddie’s side.
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24 Apr 2023
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Buck startles awake to Chris prying his eye open. Chris’s concerned expression swims into his vision as both eyes adjust, squinting at the morning sun streaming in through the window.
“You’ve been sleeping for fourteen hours,” Chris deadpans. Buck is still half asleep, but he catches the slight waver in his voice, can see his eyebrows furrowed as he watches Buck carefully. “You went to bed at seven last night, and now it’s nine in the morning.”
“Nine in the morning, huh?” Buck’s own voice resembles more of a croak as he sits up, muscles aching and head still throbbing. It’s all a result of being struck by lightning and in a coma for a few days, he knows, but that doesn’t mean he has to like it.
But what he does like is the smell of Eddie’s sheets, the pictures of him and Eddie and Chris on Eddie’s bedroom walls. He likes the feeling of Eddie’s arms around him in the middle of the night, making sure that he’s okay and breathing.
“Christopher.” Eddie’s voice hisses through the crack in the bedroom door. “I told you not to bother him.”
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Or, Buck recovers and doesn't quite realize what he means to others.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
11 Mar 2023
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Buck didn’t like him at first.
Eddie Diaz was all hard lines and strict rules with a bone structure that could cut through glass and scared away his fans. Which... if you asked Bobby, was the point but still!
He also yelled at Buck which was fine. It’s not like it hurt his feelings.
It didn’t.
It didn’t, Maddie!
It also definitely didn’t turn Buck on either. Nope.
Stop it, Maddie!
After a traumatizing home invasion, Bobby Nash decides to hire a bodyguard for his lead singer.
Musician!Buck Bodyguard!Eddie
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- Part 1 of Tortured Musician Buck!AU
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Bookmarked by Starshaker
23 Oct 2022