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    Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.

    “And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."

    Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.

    In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    "You're leavin'?" Shane's voice is slightly slurred, and he can't bring his arms and legs to do what he wants. He wants to get up. Get up. But he's slipping on the sheets, falling back down into the softness of the mattress.
    "We both got what we wanted, yes? You even more than me." Rozanov already has his pants on, slipping his shirt over his head. And Shane isn't floating anymore, he is crashing harshly back to earth.
    "No," he tries to say, but it comes out as a hoarse whisper. "No, 'm not, I-I—"
    Rozanov is moving towards the door, barely looking at Shane. It's the indifference that makes Shane break.
    "I had long day," Rozanov says, "we should both sleep. You have water in the fridge, and you have your alarm for morning, yes? Will be fine."
    No. No, nothing will ever be fine again.

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    After Boston loses against Montreal 3-4, Rozanov wants to edge Shane once for every goal Montreal scored. It’s fucking hot, until he wants to leave right after, missing all the signs that Shane needs more than an orgasm to be taken care of.
    He almost repeats Vegas.
    He doesn’t, though.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    To his credit, Pike picks up on the first try, even though he does answer with: “Rozanov, why the fuck are you calling my phone?”

    Ilya takes a breath, trying to compose himself, but apparently he takes too long.

    “Rozanov!”

    “Pike,” he says. “Maybe I drive to Montreal tonight.” He licks his lips. “So you can punch me in the face.”

    “Is Shane alright?” Pike barks, sounding equal parts suspicious and alarmed.

    “Da,” Ilya says. He drops his head back, and it smacks against the back of the wrought-iron patio chair he’s sitting on. “Yeah. Yes, he’s fine, Pike. Is not about something that happened recently.”

     

    Or: Ilya and Shane finally talk about Vegas

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “I know you’re like, quiet about being gay. But this isn’t some like self hating shit, right? I mean, if it is, I’m happy to talk about it.” Shane barks a laugh, louder than he means to which results in drawing the attention of a few other players around him. Shane doesn’t notice though, locked in on Barrett. He slides out from under the man’s arms and turns to face him.

    “You want to talk to me about being a self-hating gay? You?” Shane’s voice isn’t quiet like it was when the two first started talking.

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being quiet.

    Troy Barrett trying to make nice was the straw that finally broke the camel's back

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    22 Jun 2026