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    Shane Hollander had lived in Hell for 60 months.

    After being a living bloodbag for 5 years, human Shane Hollander is bought by Vampire Ilya Rozonov.

    Rozanov didn’t want to own anyone, but when he saw the teary-eyed human, he knew he needed to save him.

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    30 May 2026

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    "Hey, baby, look at me," Ilya tries. He grabs Shane's face and wipes the sweaty hair from his forehead. "Shane, please? Are you okay? What's your colour?"

    Shane's eyes drift towards Ilya slowly, until their gazes lock. Ilya stares into the depths of his eyes, searching for anything that shows that Shane is still in there somewhere, and that is when Shane snaps back into reality like he has been struck by lightning. His eyes widen as he sucks in a big sharp breath and starts pulling away, away, and away. Away from Ilya. He starts feverishly tugging at the restraints that are still holding his wrists firmly in place on the headboard. And now, he is no longer silent.

    Instead, Shane sobs.

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    While the whole "tying Shane up" thing sounds fun at first, it is not so fun anymore when Shane has a panic attack when trying it.
    Ilya finds out that something bad has happened to Shane in the past.

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    27 May 2026

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    “You scream in your sleep.”

    “That was one night.”

    “It was three.”

    “You’re counting?”

    “Yes. Because I’m awake for all of them.”

    “I don’t want you to see me like this.”

    “I see you.”

    “It’s just a plate.”

    “I can’t—”

    “Can’t what?”

    “I didn’t stop it.”

    “I was fourteen.”

    Or, Shane starts having episodes—flashbacks he doesn’t fully remember—that bleed into sleep, into games, into the space between him and Ilya. He loses time. He loses weight. He loses control of the carefully engineered life he built to feel safe. Ilya isn’t the only one confused—because Shane won’t let himself remember. And when the ice finally cracks, it’s not just their marriage on the line.

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    25 May 2026

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    "You feel it," Ilya murmurs. It's not a question. His voice has changed—lower, rougher at the edges, something careful stripped away.

    Shane feels it on every movement. Smooth where Ilya's skin is warm. Hard in a different way. Unmistakable, and he knows exactly what it is before his brain has finished the thought.

    The ring.

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    Or: Ilya and Shane’s wedding night. Shane turns out to like their marital rings a little too much, and plenty of pillow talk after.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    It's Fall of 2014 and Ilya Rozanov has cut all ties with Russia. But there's no such thing as a clean break, and leaving isn't as simple as never going back.
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    Basically a very self-indulgent fic about how hard it would be for Ilya to actually move on from the pain of the past and to go no contact with his family in a timeline where Grigori is still alive. Also, Ilya deserves to be known and loved by more people than just Shane and Sveta. Forced/Found Family here we come.
    *Sequel to my canon-divergence fic "To only ever know the cold" (go read that first or this won't make sense!)

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    17 Apr 2026