SilentScreamer
Fandoms
- The West Wing (13)
- NCIS (TV 2003) (6)
- Teen Wolf (TV) (3)
- 9-1-1 (TV) (3)
- Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (2)
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Taken | You're Not My Homeland Anymore by SilentScreamer for synalev
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Sep 2023
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Guys like Eddie Diaz, all grumble, all gloom, all heaviness, all mighnight rain they don't get guys like Buck. Buck who is sunshine personified, so pure, so good. Eddie's always worried he'd taint Buck but he never meant for Buck to gat tangled into fights that weren't his.
Eddie may have underestimated how much Buck loves him and his capacity to forever want to get mixed up in Eddie's mess.
A story of Eddie finally accepting that there's nothing that could ever made Buck leave him.
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It's been a hell of a six months; sometimes thinking back on it gives Eddie whiplash. He left, broke down, dug himself out of the hole he created one weekly therapy session at a time, before finally coming back home.
The point is Eddie's made it to the other side so to speak. And what a side it is to be on having an anxious spiral wile waiting for Buck to pick him up. For their first date.
Or, Eddie deserves nice things and Buck will shower him with one flower bouquet after another if it makes Eddie's face split into the biggest grin he's ever seen.
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Eddie knows better than to leave cuts and scars across his arms or other visible parts. But that doesn't mean Eddie isn't aware or keeping track of the body count associated with his name in other more private parts of himself.
Or Eddie breaks down and admits to Buck that he wants to come home. Wherever that home may be, whatever it may look like he just wants to go home. Buck picks up the broken pieces Eddie's scattered across the house in the wake of his breakdown and keeps those parts of Eddie safe until Eddie is ready to begin the painstaking process of trying to fit himself together again.
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Donna always assumed she'd have to carefully lead Josh to every relationship milestone, coax him into the tentative next steps but then he goes and talks about joint bank accounts and living together--when they haven't even defined what they are to the other yet--and she has to re-evaluate how one sided her attraction was all these years.
Or, Josh takes Donna to Aruba and they have a series of moments and conversations together.
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I Want Your Midnights (But I'll Be Cleaning Up Bottles With You On New Years Day) by SilentScreamer for mlea7675
Fandoms: The West Wing
02 Jan 2022
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Donna again glances down at her phone—still no texts or calls—and she mentally breathes in for ten before exhaling because someone would have called her if something was wrong with Elsa.
But of course it's not Elsa. It's Josh; because its always Josh
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allied forces by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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Troy: Uh, guys.
Troy: I just saw something I don’t think I was supposed to see.Bood: Seriously, Barrett?
Bood: I told you to be careful on those porn sites.Hazy: 👀
Troy: No!
Troy: Fuck.
Troy: NO.
Troy: I went to the hospital to see Roz.Dykstra: Wait, didn’t he say for us to not visit?
Dykstra: That he was totally fine and would be home tomorrow?Troy: Well, yeah, but I didn’t think that meant ME.
Bood: I’m pretty sure that was exclusively for you.
Haas: How was he?
Haas: Did he look okay?
Haas: Do you think he’s going to be alright?Troy: Uh, yeah.
Troy: I think he’s going to be fine.
Troy: Because Shane Hollander was lying in the hospital bed with him.Bookmarked by SilentScreamer
25 Jun 2026
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Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.- Language:
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17 Jun 2026
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Happy Birthday, Ilya by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jun 2026
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Hazy: Happy birthday, Roz!
Bood: Happy birthday, Cap!
Barrett: Happy birthday!!
Dykstra: It’s your birthday!
Haas: Happy birthday, Captain! You are the most wonderful hockey player and leader, and I hope today is your best birthday yet ❤️
Ilya: Well, it’s not, so your wishes mean nothing.
Bood: Okay. Well.
Bood: Looks like we are feeling a bit dramatic today.Hazy: Do you want to expand, or how can we best support you?
Ilya: I will expand even though it is incredibly painful to do so.
Barrett: Oh, goody.
Ilya: My husband.
Ilya: Shane Hollander.
Ilya: The supposed love of my life.
Ilya: The holder of my heart and half of my assets.
Ilya: The future father of my children and feeder of my dog.
Ilya: Forgot my birthday.- Language:
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Bookmarked by SilentScreamer
15 Jun 2026
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Uploaded to one of the biggest sports broadcasts in the entire industry, the Metro's are blindsided when texts between Shane and Rozanov are leaked one afternoon. They're even more surprised to find how many they have, how far back they span, and just how intimate they are.
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“You know what I’m thinking about?” JJ asked with no specific person in mind.
“Please don’t say Ilya’s thighs,” Hayden pleaded, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“First of all, ew, no,” he replied instantly. “Second of all, don’t call him Ilya, it’s weird.”
“It’s his name!” Hayden retorted, defensively. “We should get used to using it considering he and Shane are…you know.”
Sleeping together sounded crass, but dating seemed too romantic, too. Not that there hadn’t been some pretty romantic texts to sort through. He couldn’t really figure out what the word that felt best was, or if there even was one.
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27 May 2026
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is it the same for you? by notwritinganovel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in forever—Ilya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesn’t ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shane’s head.
JANE
Are you at your house?
LILY
Where else, Jane?
JANE
Don’t fall asleep. I’ll be there soon.
LILY
No, am sick. I told you.
JANE
I heard you. I’ll be there soon.
Or, Ilya’s sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants.
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25 May 2026