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    Buck almost feels guilty for telling Eddie about what happened after he went for drinks with Ravi.

    Until he feels very, very guilty.

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    During an intense dream about Eddie, Buck finally gets a call from him.

    Eddie comes back to LA, he and Buck have some time to themselves before Chris comes back.Their feelings come to light and they learn how to be Buck, Eddie, and BuckAndEddie.

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    27 Mar 2025

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    Chptr 2!!

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    So, Eddie sits there and watches as everything he thought he knew about himself starts to catch fire and burn down to the ground, leaving in its destructive path three truths, one more life altering than the others.

    One, Eddie will most likely spontaneously combust if he is forced to endure this torture for one more second

    Two, Eddie wants to break every limb in Tommy's strong big arms that has now encircled Buck's waist and pulled him even tighter to his chest breathing him in.

    And three, Eddie is distressed, downright devastated he doesn't get to have Buck the way Tommy does.

    or, Eddie has his biggest realisation yet.

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    18 Dec 2024

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    Chptr 4!!

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    "You say that, but you smile the second he walks in." Louise chuckles.

    "I do that to most of our customers." He replies as he puts the box in the corner, making sure it stays put.

    "Yeh but most grump back, he smiles back at you, oh and don't forget the treats he brings you." Helen adds.

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    17 Nov 2024

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    Chptr 9!!

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    If Buck had a nickel for every time he was unknowingly made a legal guardian, well...

    Or: after Connor and Kameron pass away, Buck isn't only left with the grief to deal with.

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    15 Nov 2024

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    Chptr 10!!

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    In the comedown, Eddie lets himself drift. He waits for it—the shame, the guilt, the panic over thinking about his best friend while he got himself off.

    It comes, but not for the reasons he expects. Eddie melts into his mattress in the aftermath of his orgasm, and doesn’t stop thinking about it. He’s gay. He finds Buck hot. Buck is his best friend, his co-parent, his partner in just about everything. Buck likes men too. It’s a possibility, a real one. Eddie can see a future with Buck, and that’s when the panic hits him.

    Eddie wasn’t a good husband. What he has with Buck right now isn’t worth losing. Eddie is in love with his best friend, but he thought that about Shannon too—and look where that ended up.

    or: Eddie fucks an ex-priest, has a crisis of faith, and figures it out.

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    22 Oct 2024

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    Chptr 1!!