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    Day 3
    Ilya woke up. It was May 14. He grabbed a pillow and screamed into it until his voice gave out.

    Day 4
    Ilya woke up. It was May 14. He jumped out the window.

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    Ilya gets caught in a time loop at the 2014 Las Vegas MLH awards.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.

    Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.

    (or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)

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    05 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent years building something sleek and impenetrable over the rougher, broken parts of himself. Something that reads, depending on who's looking, as arrogance or magnetism or both at once. It serves him well, mostly, right up until it doesn't.

    The things that can faze him are few and specific. Shane Hollander is one of them.

    Or - Las Vegas, 2014. Shane accidentally leaves his phone behind in Ilya's hotel room after the night they had. When he comes back for it, something shifts, and for once, just this once, Ilya is a little more honest about his feelings.

    In Russian, anyway.

    The Vegas scene from Ilya's perspective. A canon divergence.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    04 Jul 2026

  5. Rec *

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    Vogue asks Ilya Rozanov to share his skincare routine. He does exactly that—and accidentally reveals his secret relationship with Shane Hollander.

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    04 Jul 2026