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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Christ, Niall smelled like a fucking virgin. 

    Really, he smelled like the dirt from the neighbor’s yard, and the hot metal of a burning wreck, and the same acrid chemical shit they used in the clink infirmary to patch up all the pansies who’d gotten what was coming to them. But beneath all that, beneath the stench of the world’s shit? He smelled like a fucking baby. 

    Like 72 bleeding virgins awaiting him in Heaven, or whatever bullshit people promised themselves just to make it through the day.

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    Set immediately after the hospital scene, Ruben gets one whiff of Niall and just can't help himself.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    After Shane suffers another miscarriage, Ilya decides he’ll be the one to get pregnant this time to save Shane and their marriage. But to spare his husband more grief, Ilya vows to keep the secret entirely to himself until they clear the fragile thirteen-week milestone.

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    The screen lit up with Dr. Chen’s last text, sent hours ago: Call me when you’re ready. The offer still stands.

    Ilya stared at Dr. Chen’s message again, thumb hovering over the keyboard. He could still hear Shane’s voice, raw with grief—What if we’re not meant to be parents?—and the memory alone was enough to make his stomach twist.

    Ilya finally found his voice, rough with emotion. “My turn,” he whispered, the words a vow, a confession, and a promise, all in one.

    He typed…

    Ilya: I’m ready.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    At nearly forty-two weeks pregnant, Ilya is miserable, overdue, and very ready to evict the stubborn little Hollander-Rozanov leech currently using his body as a luxury suite.

    What starts as one last desperate attempt to naturally induce labor turns into the most intimate labor and delivery, with Shane offering comfort and orgasms all day long.

    By the end of it, they finally meet the son they’ve been waiting for.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    This is a transcript of an interview Ilya gave in 2023 to the Russian youtube interviewer and journalist Yuri Dud’.
    [Dud’ is famous for his thorough yet friendly talks with influential people (e.g., Navalny, Zadorov, a Russian hockey player, etc.). His interviews take place in different locations and address all kinds of topics — from politics to personal life. Dud’ has openly criticised the Russian government and has been convicted in Russia for his views. Luckily, he had left Russia. Some of his interviews have English subtitles / are translated to English. I strongly recommend checking out his youtube channel. https://www.youtube.com/@vdud/featured]

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    Deep-dive into music, culture, and nuances of eastern European housekeeping rules. Most of them are annotated and explained. Why am I qualified to write this? I’m an occasionally depressed queer person with a Russian passport, born and raised in St. Petersburg, now living abroad.

    This is a combination of canon, funcanon, and headcanon.
    Ilya and Dud’ speak in Russian, Shane speaks in English, if not stated otherwise.

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    24 May 2026