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Think of that and of me when you stand in the rain by SamWhity for indestinatus
Fandoms: NCIS (TV 2003), NCIS: Tony & Ziva (TV 2025)
14 Mar 2026
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It took them very little to shed their clothes. Between “what if Tali wakes up” and the way their bodies instinctively searched each other, they ended up pushing their pants down just enough to feel the other’s skin rub against their own. It was a desperate useless dance, the one they performed. It was the last hopeless attempt of an albatross that seemed destined to perish, instead of soaring.
Tony and Ziva are falling apart. Between couple-retreats, weekends in Schwarzwald and the occasional panic attacks, this is the story of those untold moments.
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- Part 2 of NCIS: Tony & Ziva (missing moments)
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Leaning against the porch of a house he thought he would never see again, dirt blowing inclemently in his face, Anthony DiNozzo started thinking that was just a really bad prank at his expense. Life, as it turned out, always had a fucking sick way of pulling his leg. [...]Suddenly, it hit him: the child he had spent the entire flight fantasising about wasn’t there anymore. It was gone forever, almost like it never existed.
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Coming back to Paris had been exhilarating, unexpected and frankly terrifying. [...] “Are you happy?”, Ziva had pushed herself up once again, looking at him with uncertainty. The man looked at her, a patient kind smile on his twitching lips. “We get to do this again”, he answered, before caressing her jawline with the pad of his finger, “We get to do this together. I am a lucky man, sweetcheeks. A very lucky man”.
Or: coming back to Paris after a summer on the run sounds a lot like the beginning of a new adventure
This story takes place after the spin off but has been written before it aired. There will be a few references but please be mindful that some of its content might not align with whatever we'll see on screen. "
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The days you defend will turn to gold by SamWhity
Fandoms: NCIS (TV 2003), NCIS: Tony & Ziva
04 Oct 2025
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“Tony is…”, Ziva stopped herself, incapable of putting into words everything that happened since they left Paris, the good, the bad and the absolute ugly moments spent recriminating, “It has been a long couple of days”, she settled for a statement that was truthful and yet felt like barely scratching the surface of things.
Or: Ziva knows how to take care of her family. She always has.
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- Part 1 of NCIS: Tony & Ziva (missing moments)
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My peace has always depended on all the ashes in my wake by SamWhity
Fandoms: NCIS (TV 2003)
25 Jul 2025
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“I went in Tali's bedroom while we were supposed to be sitting Shiva”, she started, closing her eyes for a quick moment, “I needed some air after yet another person telling me that they loved my sister”.
Tony’s hand found hers, neatly folded on her lap, and held it tight while remaining silent. While giving her some space to think before speaking.
“I found her diaries”, the woman murmured, “They were so precious to her, she used to hide them in the most ridiculous places”, the ghost of a smile graced her lips.
“It’s her handwriting”, the former Special Agent suddenly realised, “it’s your sister’s handwriting”.Or: some things are simply meant to be or, as Ziva David would say, "it certainly looks like bashert".
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They were sitting on the sofa, silently eating falafels and dipping them in hummus, when Ziva interrupted the silence to murmur: “She did not suffer”.
Or: The sudden death of Paula Cassidy brings back dramatic memories and allows Ziva to talk about her own relationship with grief.
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We have been waiting for this day, Ziva. We have been waiting for so long and now it’s finally here”, the former Special Agent explained to her with carefully measured words, “Call me a fool, but I don’t care if it’s going to be too much. I’m almost done counting to a million, you know?”.
Or: Tony and Ziva can finally (almost) reunite in Paris.
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Ziva was cooking lunch for her family when it happened. […] “I found your backpack”, Tony told her, his voice forcefully steady despite the anger that he was barely keeping at bay, “Should I be the one to tell our daughter that her Ima is leaving again?”.
Or: a few sidearms and a rifle can go a long way, if you were to ask Ziva David.
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Despite Tony‘s attempt at mediating, Tali had gone to her room and had closed the door behind her with a loud “thump”. Her mother, for her part, had gone straight to bed lamenting a migraine and lack of appetite. Tony, barely understanding what had happened, had been left with a whole pot of cholent for himself and no one to talk to.
Or: having an independent teenage daughter is hard, especially when you have spent last summer on the run away from her.
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It happened all too fast for him to understand what was going on while it was happening. One moment he was laying on the floor of Ziva’s apartment, trying to fight off a clearly intoxicated Michael Rivkin while she was nowhere to be seen. Not even a full minute later, however, the dead body of said officer was falling on him, shot to death by Mossad Liaison Officer Ziva David.
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“I am probably going to regret telling you this but I can not allow you in her life, if you are not willing to keep her safe”.
Her hand moved long before she realised what happened: she wanted to hurt him, to make him feel at least a slither of the pain she was always feeling. The hand quickly moving to hold her wrist should have not surprised her.Or: the first weeks after Ziva's arrival in Paris are challenging.
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“Sometimes I really hate this job”, Ziva murmured, her head fitting perfectly under his chin.
The noncommittal hum she received as an answer made her chuckle bitterly and let go of the hug.
“It’s okay, Tony. I will not break, I promise”, she murmured.Or: Zive tries to survive torture in Somalia, one memory at a time.
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He sang it for the first time one night, after Tali had a particularly gruesome nightmare and refused to sleep in her own bed. There were dragons under the bed, she swore, and they were planning on eating Kelev for dinner. With a sad distant smile, he held her tight and closed his eyes. The words just came out of nowhere and images of Ziva, of his beautiful crazy ninja, flashed before him.
Or: Tony and Tali (and Ziva) have a special lullaby
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“Apparently our daughter will spend the first night of Chanukah at her friend’s house..care for some latkes, if you don’t have anything planned?”
Or: What I wanted to write for the December Prompt of the Tiva Challenge, before I had to travel for three weeks with no computer and barely my phone.
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“How could you keep her away from me?”, he asked her, struggling to keep his voice down, “After what happened in Israel, after I told you that I loved you…fuck, Ziva”.
“I…”, Ziva took a deep breath before looking for the blue crayon and starting on the background, a mask of distant coldness suddenly colouring her features, “It does not matter now. You shouldn’t be here, you should be keeping her safe”.Or: Tony finds Ziva in Cairo and, once again, it all started with Ari Haswari
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She was the ghost of the human being they left in Tel Aviv. She was an empty sack of regrets, shedded tears and so much self hatred that she felt it burn in her stomach. Ziva David was dead, she let herself go in that camp the first time they used her as a broken sex doll. Why did they even come to rescue what was left of her?
A look at Ziva after the team rescued her in Somalia.
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- Part 2 of "Aish"
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The target was walking to the entrance of Jardin des Tuileries seemingly oblivious of it all. A couple of meters behind him, two men were following him to ensure his protection. She had been following him since the beginning of the week, when she had to patch up Eleanor Bishop, unsurprisingly wounded after her cover was blown. She even had to cancel her mother-daughter date with Tali because there was too much blood to clean and too little time on her hands. Tony, sanctimonious Anthony DiNozzo Jr, had picked up the teenager from school. Unsurprisingly, he took great pleasure in reminding her that he too may have had plans “thank you very much, Ziva”. As if she didn’t know that Claudette liked to visit him in the evening and often spent the night pressed against the mattress of the master bedroom or, if Tali wasn’t there, bent over the kitchen counter.
Or: Life in Paris can be bittersweet.
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It was always like that: they had good moments, bad ones and those long stretches of nothingness that made Ziva’s heart clench in pain. When she joined her family in Paris she told herself that she would have accepted every single one of Tony's requests concerning not only Tali’s custody, but also their relationship. As it turned out, however, doing so was more difficult and definitely more excruciating than she expected.
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Could he fuck her thinking that she was Ziva? Would she moan Hebrew words while coming, closing her eyes in a desperate attempt not to show him how vulnerable she felt? Would she ride him into the best fucking orgasm of his life, if he looked her the right way?
Tony goes to a kid's birthday party and looks for Ziva in all the wrong places.
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“How long have you been there?”, Gibbs asked. In reality, he should have said something else. He would have asked something else. Anything else. How could you? Aren’t you ashamed of yourself? Would you please stop hurting him? [...] When she had almost reached the door, Ziva turned around and looked at him for one last time.
“I really do love him, Gibbs. More than I will ever be able to explain or even understand. But I know it is undeserved and I am under no illusion here. I lost my daughter and the love of my life”, she took a deep breath and for a handful of seconds, the ex marine saw a light in her eyes that made him hope, “But if my actions can keep the both of them safe, then I will have lived with the right purpose”.AKA: an alternative ending (or maybe not?) to season 13