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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Since he was a little boy Shane had despised the feeling of feeling powerless. As an omega he was faced with closed door after closed door and the frustration only grew the older he got.

    With a stroke of luck he manages to establish himself as a model, taking the bits of power he was allowed to wield as an omega and tries to take control of his life. However, the industry, the world of richness and power, is everything but certain for a young omega.

    When a handsome alpha has to step in at an event to save Shane from unwanted advances, was when everything would change for the omega. When Shane Hollander would meet his future husband Ilya Rozanov.

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    “Do you want the power, Shane?”

    Shane couldn’t hold back, couldn’t ignore the heated look and static between him and Rozanov. He felt himself nod. That was what he had always wanted, to not feel powerless anymore. “I do.”

    Then, like a starving animal Rozanov gave it all and more.

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    Or The prequel to "Feed me love (don't let me starve)" but can also be read as a stand alone!

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.

    a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    11 Jun 2026

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    It's Shane Hollander's first season in Ottawa, and the whole Centaurs roster is playing better than they ever have. So why won't the press focus on that? Why do he and Ilya keep having to answer questions about their marriage, and not get to talk about the incredible start to the season that their team is having? Maybe if they do one podcast, with hosts who are normal people, they can just tell their whole story and focus on bringing the Stanley Cup to Ottawa.

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    or, Shane and Ilya do a sports podcast run by lesbians for members of the LGBTQ+ community, and the internet reacts.

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    07 Jun 2026