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    Constellations Strung With a Shooting Star by

    Fandoms: 憂国のモリアーティ | Yuukoku no Moriarty | Moriarty the Patriot (Manga)  

    02 Aug 2025

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    William James Moriarty's back has been graced with a soulmate mark, glistening with the likeness of a constellation within the night sky. He grew up promising himself that he wouldn't give in to it.

    And of course, the one with the apposing mark has to be the very last person he wants it to be; Sherlock Holmes.

    —

    Updates are currently fluctuating, but typically updated during weekends/Thursday!!

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    05 Aug 2025

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    Wreckage by

    Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

    21 Sep 2025

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    “I don’t want to be here.”

    But the reply was cold, unyielding.
    “You don’t have a choice.”

    Conflicted, trembling, he asked,
    “Why me? Why this?”

    The answer came like a quiet curse,
    “Because only you can keep me sane.”

    “I’m not yours.”

    “You already belong to me, whether you like it or not.” He stepped closer.

    He pleaded, voice raw with pain,
    “Stop pretending like this is some twisted game.”

    But desire twisted into madness.
    “Isn’t it? Every moment with you is a battle I’m willing to lose.”

    Exhaustion threatened to swallow him whole.
    “I’m tired—tired of your control, your obsession.”

    Yet the truth remained undeniable.
    “But you’re still here. You never leave.”

    A desperate question, barely a whisper.
    “Do you even see me as a person?”

    The answer, sharp and haunting.
    “I see you as everything I crave, everything I can’t have.”

    His voice broke, a final surrender.
    “You’re breaking me.”
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    OR: In a world where soukoku can't be together until a certain shadow is dealt with.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    For What I'm Not by

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    01 Aug 2025

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    Till always said he wanted someone to protect, someone soft, someone delicate.

    Ivan was none of those things. He was tall, powerful, and born an Alpha in a world where that meant everything... and nothing to the one he loved.

    So he stayed silent. Watched Till fall for someone else. Watched him smile in ways he never did for him.

    Loving from a distance was bearable, until Ivan discovered a way to change. A way to maybe become what Till wanted.

    Even if it tore him apart.

    —

    𝘖𝘳
    𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘯, 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘱𝘩𝘢, 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯 𝘖𝘮𝘦𝘨𝘢.

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    [𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝟮 𝗦𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗟𝗦]

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    12 Jul 2025

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    Breathing Is A Bad Habit. by

    Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)  

    06 May 2025

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    Izuku Midoriya is not okay.
    He hasn’t been for a long time.
    Living with undiagnosed BPD and masking every breath through autism burnout, he thinks he’s broken. Useless. Disposable. The world tells him he’s fine. He doesn’t believe it.

    Then everything spirals.

    One For All ends up with Monoma (don’t ask), U.A. burns, Shigaraki starts a war, and suddenly Izuku’s not the one who needs saving—he’s the one left behind. Katsuki holds the pieces together as best he can, but trauma doesn't play fair, and neither does grief. Monoma becomes a ghost in his own skin. Power shifts. People break. The world ends, and somehow, they survive anyway.

    This is a story about what comes after the end.
    About learning to live with the parts of yourself you never wanted.
    About boys who mistake survival for failure.
    And about how loving each other—despite everything—is the bravest thing they ever do.

    Breathing is a bad habit. But they're still doing it.
    And maybe, finally, that’s enough.

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    19 May 2025

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    The Unthinkable by

    Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia  

    20 Aug 2021

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    Midoriya Izuku is finally going to get it all. He's met the Number One Hero, All Might, and now he's going to receive his quirk! He begins training with his mentor, and although he's finally working toward his dream, other aspects of his life start going downhill. He's being bullied at school, his mother is having financial problems, and then... the unthinkable happens.

    Bakugou Katsuki is only just beginning to figure himself out. After Deku saves him from the slime villain, he starts putting pieces together that he had never acknowledged before. Is it possible that at fifteen years old, there are still things about himself that he doesn't know yet? And why the hell is Deku acting so fucking weird?

    Alternatively: Izuku going through trauma before and after U.A., and Katsuki finding out that he's gay

     

    (spoilers in the hashtags!)

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    13 Feb 2025