RegrettablyImStillAlive



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    Seonghwa's spent his entire life being forgettable, to the point where he wants nothing more than to forget himself, too.

    Giving up on the idea of love and companionship, he throws himself at the mercy of a controversial matchmaking service that specializes in matching up the most desperate loners with packs that have proven too dysfunctional to find that harmonious balance every pack needs.

    Willingly drugged into a calm, nearly emotionless version of himself, Hwa should be able to assimilate effortlessly into the Ateez pack that's chosen him. If only it were that easy.
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    *explicit chapters are marked 'nsfw'
    *potentially under-tagged. Will add more as I write, but please read with caution!
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    11 Jul 2026

  2. Rec *

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    "Let me scent you before you leave the ship," Hongjoong said, stepping closer to Wooyoung. "That way, people will know you belong to me and-"

    "Excuse you!" Wooyoung cut him off. "Belong to you? I don't belong to anyone! I'm a person, not an object that you can buy and sell and trade."

    Hongjoong sighed, running his hand down his face, and Seonghwa snickered from somewhere behind them.

    "Not belong to like I own you, Wooyoung. Belong like you are a part of my crew and under my protection. Seriously, I understand a lot of things still don't make sense to you, but please try to at least use your head for once."

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    Wooyoung gets attacked leaving work and wakes up in a universe where everyone smells, people are trying to kidnap him, and apparently he can get pregnant. Hopefully the group of pirates he ended up with can teach him what he needs to know before less friendly Alphas and Betas get their hands on him.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    After a few dead ends, Seonghwa finally found the door marked “Third Officer.” He hesitated, the ship’s gentle rocking suddenly more noticeable as he crouched to slide the envelope underneath the door, his hand trembling.

    No going back now.

    Seonghwa straightened and turned to go, feeling an instant flood of relief—until, for the second time that week, he nearly collided with someone standing right behind him.

    “Are you always in the habit of sneaking around, Mr. Park?”

    In 1909, chance meetings on the S.S. Runic set Seonghwa on a journey through Edwardian London, New York, and the depths of the Atlantic aboard the Titanic.

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    11 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 90

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    As CEO of one of the many Choi family companies, San is supposed to keep everything under control. As an alpha, he’s meant to want that control. As his father’s son, he cannot fail.

    But when walls crumble down, it becomes harder and harder to hide what he truly wants, what his being craves with a desire that feels written into his very DNA. His path crosses seven others, and from then on no part of him remains untouched - not even the ones he has spent his life trying to silence.

    Everyone needs a place where they are cared for.

    Or; San finds himself at the juncture where gender norms, trauma, and kink all tangle together.

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 10

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    here you will mostly find some of my sunshots that have too many chapters to be considered oneshots. Either way enjoy♡

    *every part is an individual work

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    07 Jul 2026