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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    It all comes down to feelings and how we express them. And oh, Dean Winchester would take any chance he was given to redeem himself from the time he most wished he’d spoken his mind.

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    14 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dean’s breath hitches, because all he wants right now is to pull him in and kiss him until neither of them can breathe anymore - and now, Cas needs to breathe, because he’s human, and that means that he can’t fly away and heaven can’t rip him away from Dean and-

    “I understand that you do not feel the same way. I apologize for ruining any goodwill you still had for me; I am aware that humans have…complex norms about what can and cannot be said aloud. I’ll leave now. Goodnight, Dean.”

    And then Cas is getting up, Cas is walking away from Dean and in his mind’s eye, Dean can see every fragile, pathetic dream of them being together shatter under the weight of his footfalls. He wants to scream out, wants to wrap his arms around his angel and pull him back and show him exactly how much he loves him even if Cas didn’t mean it that way and it’ll probably ruin Cas’ life even more.

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    14 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    Dean saves Castiel from the Empty, but that fixes nothing.

    You do not walk into the void with a human soul and emerge unaltered.

    You do not walk into the void with a human soul, period.

    But Dean did. Worse, Dean did it for Castiel. To rescue him. Out of friendship, fraternity. Out of love. Just—not the right kind.

    Perhaps it's wrong of him, perhaps it's unfair and petty and all-too-human, but.

    Castiel resents him for it.

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    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    "Look, your happiness is in just telling me... it. Right?"

    Cas nodded again.

    "So I'm going to let you say it as often as you want. Whenever you're thinking about it."

    Cas squinted at him. "I don't follow."

    "Say I'm doing something effortlessly charming. Then you can tell me that you you know. Just say it whenever you think it. You'll get to be happy so much of the time."

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    Dean wants Cas to be happy so he lets him say 'I love you' whenever he wants. What could possibly go wrong?

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 58

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    Bringing Cas back from the dead was the easy part. Learning to live again is harder.

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