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  1. Public Bookmark 7

    Lachrymose Til’ We Can Turn To Hope by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    06 Jul 2025

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    Castiel wakes up from the empty once again, Delirious, hurt and heaving.

    Dean is going into a downward spiral quickly, struggling with suicidal ideation and self harm.

    “Dean is begging. He’s shaking so hard it’s like a machine gun is going off in his body, rattling the man to his core. Castiel can’t make it out. He can’t figure out what he is praying to. Who is he praying to?

    He can’t make it out, because there’s darkness clouding his mind all over again. It’s desperate, pulling and ripping its way through until it makes that specific vision go away. But Dean is praying.”

    “I love— fuck. I love you, Cas. Castiel. I love you, fuck, please. Jesus, I can’t- Fuck. Please, I can’t.

     

    He’s swung himself up so quickly into the real world that he can’t catch himself. It’s still dark, but he’s awake. Really awake. He’s no longer trapped in the nightmare. He can see his hands, oh, Jesus.”

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    Warmth by

    Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir  

    28 Apr 2026

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    Grace gets a migraine. Rocky, understandably, freaks out and then tries to fix.

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    07 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

    I guess aliens get headaches too. by

    Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir  

    08 May 2026

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    When Rocky finds out he can actually sense lights, just not in a visual way. And its not very fun. And Grace learns that while rocky can make noises he can't hear. He ocassionally can still fell them.

    Or: Rocky and Grace both get migraines cuz im suffering and i want them to suffer too.

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    07 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 68

    Still Castiel by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    11 Feb 2017

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    Castiel is the prototype for autistic humans. Not many people knew this, and certainly not the Winchesters. At least, not until he had a meltdown.

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    03 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

    sickness and in health by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    11 Oct 2022

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    Three and a half years into their relationship, Dean and Cas are fine. Totally fine. Except one night Cas asks a question that sends Dean spiraling. The ensuing argument reveals unspoken resentments and fears, topples Dean’s carefully balanced mental health, and threatens to take the rug out from under their relationship entirely.

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    02 Jun 2026