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During a lonely night on the abandoned 8th floor, Whitaker is spiraling. He decides to make a phone call.
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“Whitaker, it's 2 AM.”
Whitaker let out a shaky breath. “Yeah.”
“Why are you calling me?”
He didn't know how to answer that question. There was no way to answer that question without embarrassing himself.
Sorry, Dr. Robby. I’m lonely. I miss my family. I'm thinking about all of the patients I’ve lost. I know you've lost hundreds more, and I know this is just part of the job, and I should just get used to it, but my fucking soul hurts. I feel like a failure. I miss my mom. I wish she loved me more than she loves God. Is that a fucked up thing to say?
Maybe I’m not cut out for this.
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- Part 1 of Pavlove
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Bookmarked by Rachel18
21 Jun 2026
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The box looks out of place.
Maybe it belongs somewhere else.
Dennis picks it up, inside there are two faux-leather brown journals.
Dennis just looks at them for a moment before picking one up, they’re pretty.
Before thinking about it, he opens it, and the chicken scratch handwriting that he has associated with Robby welcomes him on the first page.
September 26th, 2025.
I haven’t hand-written anything that isn’t a prescription or residence reports in a long time-
Dennis snaps it close.
Those are Robby’s journals. Personal journals.
Those are Robby’s diaries.
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Robby's mental health journey, from pittfest throughout his sabbatical, told from the perspective of Robby's journals...Bookmarked by Rachel18
21 Apr 2026
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In the two years they've known each other and the one year they've been together, Michael "Robby" Robinavitch and Dennis Whitaker have had their ups and downs, but their love is strong.
Tonight, however, Dennis wants to throw a curveball into that carefully structured status quo.
Robby, for all his doubts and aversion to change, decides to indulge his boyfriend.
What he didn't expect was to like it.
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14 Apr 2026
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Dennis washed up and headed toward the room, pulling up the chart one more time on his tablet as he walked. Stable. No new changes since he last checked. Just waiting. Still not looking hopeful. He knocked lightly before entering. He stepped inside and pulled the curtain partially closed behind him, giving the family privacy. The overhead lights were dimmer now. The steady hum of the ventilator filled the quiet.
He turned and froze, a stuttered breath leaving his mouth as he choked on his greeting.
A gun.Or, Post-Sabbatical, Dennis is held hostage by a patient’s grieving family member.
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- Part 2 of Hucklerobby Fics
Bookmarked by Rachel18
10 Apr 2026
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Dennis swayed on his feet as the patient was rushed out so that another bed could be rolled in. Everything became disjointed, his body no longer responding to commands that should have been automatic. Panic surged, but even that felt distant, muffled, like he was underwater watching himself from somewhere just outside his body.
“Trin. Go get Robby.” Was all that Dennis could mutter before he was unable to get his lungs and mouth to cooperate again. Then his knees gave out. Before he hit the floor he felt his chest spasming one violent, final contraction that didn’t resolve. Then it just… stopped.
Or, Dennis’s heart stops. And of course, all he wants is to see Robby one last time.
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- Part 6 of Hucklerobby Fics
Bookmarked by Rachel18
10 Apr 2026