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I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
It’s like a mantra in his head that he can’t stop. That’s the noise that the fighting in the knot in his head makes. It won’t stop. It just gets louder and louder and louder and lou-
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Jisung realizes he hates himself sometimes. Most times. All the time?
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- Part 6 of Things I can't say out loud
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He wants to break the skin and watch himself bleed. He wants to pull his ribs apart until they crack and fall away. He wants to rip out his heart so he doesn't feel it anymore.
He wants to peel all the skin from his bones and die a long, painful death.
He won’t feel this way in the morning.
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Changbin is okay. Sometimes.
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- Part 5 of Things I can't say out loud
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- English
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- 639
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Chan had many admirers in life, but no one ever really caught his eye. Even in death, even as Death, no one seemed to be able to capture his heart. Not until he saw that boy with the bright smile and warm brown eyes. So soft. So full of life.
And yet, it was his time to die. But now, for the first time in all his years as Death, Chan can’t bring himself to collect a soul.
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Chan is Death, Jisung is the purest definition of life. Jisung lights up Chan’s death, and Chan falls for someone he was never meant to.
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Is this even a home anymore? A family?
It doesn’t feel that way to Yongbok.
She can’t stand to call this house a home. Can hardly bear to see her little family falling apart.
She doesn’t even remember when it all got so bad.
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- Part 4 of Things I can't say out loud
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Jisung speaks up just as Seungmin is leaving the kitchen. “Night, Seungmin.”
Seungmin turns and smiles, speaking warmly. “Goodnight. Get home safely, Jisung-ah.” He turns and disappears through the doorway. Jisung doesn’t look away from the empty space until he hears Seungmin’s door shutting quietly somewhere down the hallway.
Felix looks up at Jisung, holding up the piping bags. “Now, are you gonna help me decorate all these cookies?”
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Jisung is a pabo. Seungmin is a pabo. But at least they're cute pabos.
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Nothing much, just fics that are definitely not heavily based on me. Heh.
These can all be read as standalone (unless otherwise mentioned in the author's note of the fic).
Happy Reading! ❤️- Words:
- 13,237
- Works:
- 6
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no one knows we got the best seats in this ghost town by darlingriki
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
07 Nov 2023
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The boy straightened up, resting his cold hands on Jungwon’s shoulders as he laughed, big and unrestrained, the sound almost booming in his small room as loud as the thunder had. Jungwon was assured of the boy’s unnatural existence then, knowing it would have surely woken his grandma up if he was a real boy that snuck into the cottage for some reason. Food, or shelter—their town had many that were homeless, as unfortunate as it was.
“I am no angel, Jungwon,” the boy said, this time with a touch of humor in his tone. Jungwon looked up at him again, this time shocked to find a wild grin splitting across the boy’s face, his eyes a deep amber. He didn’t bother asking why the boy knew his name.
“Are you…going to stay?” Jungwon asked, something compelling him to grab hold of the boy’s loose shirt, unable to look away from his eyes. The boy’s smile dimmed to an easy, laid back expression, his eyes darkening.
“Of course. You’re stuck with me, now.”
In a small town in the middle of nowhere, five boys go missing. Six, actually, but no one cares about that one.
That's okay, though. Jungwon never liked scary stories, anyway.
Series
- Part 1 of random Enha lore-inspired oneshots
Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
30 Jun 2026
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no one knows we got the best seats in this ghost town by darlingriki
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The small cottage, ivy winding its way up towards the roof, was something he’d expect to stumble across at the edge of a forest, not in the middle of a bustling city like Seoul. Magic seemed to swirl around the place and seep from every fissure and crack in the walls, as warm, welcoming light spilled out of the windows of the ground floor.
There was an insistent tugging in Chan’s chest that urged him to step closer.
Chan is just looking for a way to break his curse. He finds a place that feels suspiciously like home along with it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,451
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
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- Comments:
- 92
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- Bookmarks:
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Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
29 Jun 2026
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The Yawning Cat Teashop by teatimetaemint
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seungmin’s opinions about personal hygiene and his sexual fantasies aren’t exactly compatible.
(or, seungmin gets horny during his period but never does anything about it because he doesn’t wanna make a mess. minho offers to use a bullet vibe on him, over his clothes & pad. no mess.)
Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
18 Jun 2026
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(take a hit) and let it burn my lips by serenaracha
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“Your dad didn’t mention that this new neighbor looks like he just walked out of a perfume commercial.”
Felix drops his head against the headrest behind him, fingers massaging his wrinkled eyebrows. “Yeah, he failed to mention that part.”
“Okay, good. So it’s not just me who thinks he's, like, stupidly hot.”
“Well no, he’s obviously hot. But he’s definitely more your type than mine.”
Jisung’s head jerks back, looking at the other with confusion. “I don’t have a type.”
“Yeah, okay. And I’m six foot.”
“Hey!-”
or, Jisung's new neighbor flips his entire world upside down
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 224,975
- Chapters:
- 23/?
- Comments:
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- 610
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Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
12 Jun 2026
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A Matter of Time by cherryb_omb
Gotta get back to reading this, but I LOVED what I read up to 🙂↕️
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Seungmin is just really tired. That's okay, because he's been tired before. But also, he's sleeping a lot, and it's not really helping. He also doesn't feel great about the comeback. He also just kind of feels like a bit of a hinderance to everyone, and also like maybe he's sucking at everything just a little bit. Oh, and when was the last time he felt really happy, or excited for a performance? So maybe he's a bit off, but everyone gets into a funk sometimes, and it always gets better.
It gets worse.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 79,542
- Chapters:
- 31/31
- Comments:
- 238
- Kudos:
- 1,091
- Bookmarks:
- 234
- Hits:
- 30,165
Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
11 Jun 2026
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And Everything Slips Away by pdogway
AHHHHHHHHHHH YESSSSSS. Perfect. 10/10. Just what I love to read.

