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    11 Jul 2026

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    The airport looks like it always does. A sea of people oblivious to anything going on around them. Ilya is about to put his headphones over his ears when he sees something so familiar his brain almost doesn't register it. That is until he realizes that he's in fucking Moscow so this doesn't make any sense.

    Because right there at the gate, spread out over several chairs, his duffle bag as a pillow, is the figure of Shane Hollander sleeping. The hood of his sweatshirt is up and he's wearing sunglasses, but Ilya would recognize the shape of Shane Hollander anywhere.

    “Hollander?” he asks in shock, stepping closer.

     

    Or, Shane shows up in Russia after learning Ilya's father died. Ilya did not ask him to do this. He just showed up. And now Ilya doesn't know what to do with himself. He proceeds to just go with it, and maybe listen to Shane for once.

     

    Another song inspired fic, this time Ever the Same by Rob Thomas which I argue is underrated.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 83

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    Saying no to Ilya Rozanov has never been one of Shane's strengths. And Ilya wants to collect as many of Shane's firsts as he can get his hands on. In return, he offers one of his own; one Shane never expected to be offered.

    A confession years overdue and the fumbling, stoned, cringey, ridiculous fallout of it: questionable decisions, giggle fits that derail the plan at the worst possible moments, a change or two of heart, and one unexpected discovery about exactly what makes Ilya Rozanov whimper -- which Ilya absolutely will never, ever admit to.

    Two idiots in love, finding there are always more firsts to be had.

    TL;DR: Shane does weed for the first time. Ilya wants to try bottoming. They figure some things out. (Featuring: derailed sex, a prostate wand tutorial, and an unexpected toe-related discovery.) Prostate orgasms galore for all.

     

    A quick note: the foot stuff is very minimal, and is more of a comedic beat than fetish content. But I didn't want to NOT tag it. If that's not your thing, it's brief and skimmable.

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    07 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 45

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    Ilya pisses in Shane's shower. That's gross, right?

    Right?

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    07 Jul 2026