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    There was a small recoil, nothing Shane would consciously register as a recoil, just a slight drawing-back of his head and a micro-expression crossing the bridge of his nose.

    His brows pulled together for one second, and he pulled the carton away from his face, examining the opening.

    Ilya Rozanov has seven cameras. Ilya Rozanov has a blog.

    His gay roommate doesn't know about any of this.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Ilya got closer to him and inhaled, but held the smoke in his mouth. “I think everyone was just excited to dog on a straight edge pussyboy who’s too scared to light a fucking blunt,” Ilya said in a low voice. Before Shane could react, Ilya grabbed his face and forced his mouth open, blowing the smoke into his mouth.

    Shane was seeing red once again; Maul.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Ilya and his mother moved to Ottawa for a better life after a messy divorce.
    But he immediately found something as precious as his dear mother.

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    Shane and Ilya were high schoolers in this story, Non-Canon compliant.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander, a lonely and longing househusband, calls pool cleaning services at the beginning of summer.

    Ilya Rozanov the pool boy shows up.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Troy’s grin turned sharp and mischievous. “Alright then,” he spoke up. “New bet.”

    “No.” Ilya groaned. “Why is everything always a bet?”

    “Because you hate losing,” Wyatt answered as if it was obvious.

    Troy clapped his hands together. “Okay, so,” he started, his eyes gleaming. “Rozanov has to get Shane Hollander to fall in love with him.”

    Ilya stared at him, his brain’s processing lagging half a second behind. “You think you are jokester, yes? You are joking.”

    or, in which hockey captain Ilya Rozanov drunkenly agrees to a bet to make the nerdy Shane Hollander fall in love with him

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Да. Yes. Ilya Rozanov.” Ilya said looking at the woman, Rose, he presumed. He shifts his gaze to his victim with an apology on his lips. Only for every word he had ever learned in English or Russian to completely slip his brain, except one.

    Freckles.

    That was all Ilya could manage to think. Freckles.

    And so many of them. Adorable brown marks, varying in hue and size, were scattered across the man's cheeks and nose. His nose. Had Ilya ever noticed someone's nose before? He quickly decided not to dwell on that when the boy finally met his stare.

    The big eyes that focused on Ilya were nothing short of beautiful. Pools of brown swirled around his pupils, which Ilya wanted to dive head first into.

    Holy shit this man is stunning. As in, ‘Oh my god I think I just fell in love with you’, kind of stunning.

     

    or jock ilya is obsessed with nerd shane

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Yes. I went back to my dorm and answered your boring homework about L’Hopital’s Rule.” Ilya chirped, his usual smirk finding its way back to his face, and Shane couldn't help but reciprocate.

    “Fuck off. They're not boring. It's to help you.”

    “Yes, they helped me fall asleep fast, like a baby.” Ilya continued to tease him more, and Shane shoved him playfully.

    Shane wanted to beat himself for being so easy against Ilya Rozanov. No matter how hard he tries to repress his feelings, just a smile from Ilya and he's already crumbling.

    or a hollanov AU where shane becomes ilya's math tutor

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wins MVP. Shane wears Ilya's gift to himself during the ceremony, driving him crazy with the filthiest mouth.

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    Ilya's fingers tightened on his chin, his thumb stretching up to rub across Shane's mouth. "What the fuck did you just call me?" His voice was practically vibrating, his eyes flashing down at him.

    Shane stared up at him in confusion for a second. What did I say? He thought as the memory of less than a minute ago settled over him.

    Daddy

    His eyes went wide and blood rushed to his face as embarrassment hit him like a truck. "Oh, baby... I..."

    Ilya released his face to curl his fingers around Shane's throat. "No, Shane. Say it again."

    Shane blinked. "What?"

    "You heard me." Ilya's thumb pressed into Shane's lower lip, dragging it down slightly. "Say it again."

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Mr Hollander didn’t have many students visiting him by the time Ilya arrived. He had waited a solid ten minutes after his professor’s office hours began– he can’t be seen as desperate, of course– to approach the building.

    Fuck, he wears glasses?

    Ilya trips on the carpet at the sight of tortoise shell glasses balanced on Mr Hollander’s nose, blocking some of his freckles, eyebrows scrunched. This guy could (and should) be a model, for God’s sake.

    or

    Shane Hollander, PhD candidate and professor for Ethical Thinking 334, and Ilya Rozanov, third year student.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane stands between his legs, finally getting Ilya to look up at him.

    “You’re jealous.”

     

    After the all-star game, Shane and Ilya are told to do a press conference. During, one of the reporters flirts with Shane. Jealousy creeps up on Ilya, suddenly needing to prove what’s his.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander,” Dr. Jackson said. Shane looked at her again, and got a creeping sensation up the back of his spine. She continued, “Are you aware that you’re pregnant?”

    Shane blinked. Pregnant? There was no way.

    He knew he was a carrier, but he’d always been so careful about birth control and condoms. Militant about it, in fact. His hand drifted down to his stomach. Shane had been feeling nauseous lately, and maybe a little tired, but he’d chalked it up to too much training. The few pounds he’d put on were written off as a result of sneaking one too many Snickers bars when he was stressed.

    “That’s–that can’t be right,” Shane said, shaking his head. He felt bile rise up in his throat again, and covered his mouth. Dr. Jackson quickly reached into a cabinet and handed him a blue bag, which Shane then proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into.

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    After getting his bell run by Marleau on the ice, Shane finds out he's pregnant.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.

    Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.

    And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.

    A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.

    Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)

    Slow-burn progression.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    After the first time Hayden had called Shane, the call got cut short, and Shane said he'd call back in a week. Well, a week later, Ilya decides to make it a challenge. It turns out that Hayden was a little more into it than he'd thought, because now they need to figure out how the dynamic of their relationships works while also fighting their own internal battles.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    "Wait," Shane pauses, suddenly feeling more exposed than he thought he was still capable of feeling in front of Ilya. He leans his head over his shoulder to get a peek of Ilya, who's staring down lovesick at—apparently—his stretch marks. "You're licking my stretch marks instead of eating my ass right now?"

    "What? I like them."

    or, you're not special, Ilya, Shane's stretch marks are really deeply personal and beloved to me too

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    16 Jan 2026

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    It was no secret that Ilya had been the bane of his father’s existence since the moment he was conceived. Finally presenting as an alpha was supposed to fix everything, to make Ilya worthy of being the king's son, but the only thing it ended up accomplishing was setting in motion the downfall of King Grigori Rozanov, all because he went and ripped a nameless omega off of Ilya's knot, mid-rut.

    ...

    When he emerged from the throne room, he looked to the side of the heavy doors, where Boodram stood guard. Boodram glanced down at the blood covering Ilya from head to toe, then at the severed head in Ilya’s hands and nodded once. “The remaining palace-goers are gathered in the main foyer,” he reported. “There were a few casualties. None from our side. We were forced to put down a few alphas who fought back.”

    Ilya began walking the familiar hallways, towards the sound of a confused crowd, the smell of fear permeating the air even from where they were. 

    “Let us hope that they were not the ones with knowledge of where Shane Hollander is being kept from me,” he murmured. “Or there will be hell to pay.”

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm

    Epilogue: 3/1

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander never meant to hire the cocky Russian trainer his teammate J.J. raved about. But one look at Ilya Rozanov—curly-haired, smirking, built like sin—and Shane was lost.

    From their first session, Ilya pushes every one of Shane’s buttons: infuriating him, commanding him, touching him just a little too long. The workouts are brutal, the banter sharp, and the private sauna sessions… dangerous. Before long, Shane finds himself caught in a dynamic he’s never dared imagine, but one that might just be the fulfillment of his deepest, most secret fantasies.

    When real feelings start burning hotter than any workout, Shane has to face the truth: he’s falling hard for the one man who might only see him as a toy.
    Now he has to decide—risk everything to find out if Ilya feels the same… or walk away before his heart takes a harder hit than his glutes ever did.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Shane stood and walked over, stopping in his tracks when he saw a plain white envelope pushed under his door. He pinched one of the corners of the envelope, dropping it on his table. That’s when he realized it wasn’t even sealed, and cash spilled out. His eyes widened because holy shit, was this some kind of prank?

    Shane spread the cash slowly and cautiously with his fingers. He counted at least a thousand there. More than enough to cover his rent, and some.

    Who’s being so nice to him!?

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    Or, College AU, where Shane is a relatively simple guy trying to navigate life, but a certain Russian man takes an interest in him. He's not being stalked; the Russian is just being observant. Really observant. Because can't Shane see? He belongs to him.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything.

    Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

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    04 Jan 2026

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