PerpetuallyBlue



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    Basically Neil has a bad day, dealing with the phantom pain of his scars and pushing himself too hard to play. Kevin is being a dick and triggering him into having a panic attack. Luckily Andrew is there to help him and remind him that it is okay to rest and take care of yourself.

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    08 Apr 2024

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    "I'm not a math problem." Neil looked Andrew up and down. He was cute when he wasn't smiling like a maniac.

    "I'll still solve you." Andrew replied, voice deep and husky.

    Neil cocked his head, a slow smile snaked it's way across his face. "Not gonna lie, that's kind of hot."
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    AU where Neil's past went more than a little differently.

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    29 Sep 2019

  3. Rec 5

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    Andrew used to have to convince himself to get up every day. Every morning, there used to be a battle in his head where the ever dwindling sense of self-preservation fought every day to drag him out of bed and make him go through the motions for another day, another month, another year.
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    Ok this is basically my attempt at understanding Andrew the way Nora wrote him: emotionless, self-destructive and depressed.

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    04 Sep 2019

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    On the night before his first day of therapy at Easthaven, Andrew blows out his legs and decides he isn't going to bury his feelings anymore, consequences be damned. In return, he gets a schedule change, and a very strange new therapist.
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    "Doesn't mean I wouldn't blow you," Andrew finished, looking anywhere but at Neil's face.
    Neil looked like he had just realized the sky was blue. "You like me,"
    Andrew sighed. "Yeah," he said, resigned "Yeah, Neil, I like you,"
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    No Proust AU

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    15 Mar 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    “Wait,” Andrew interrupts. “Let’s rewind. You’re writing love songs as a competition?”

    “Kevin tricked me into it,” Neil mutters into his coffee.

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    In which Neil Josten's comfortable, predictable life is shaken up by the introduction of love songs, especially because his is meant to be about Andrew Minyard, the barista who manages to write everything but 'Neil' onto his cups and who has, for the past week, been making horse jokes at him because he found out that Neil eats oatmeal. Neil doesn't think that he can write this song about anyone else.

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    25 Oct 2018