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Ghosts Shouldn't by ShanaStoryteller
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
31 Oct 2020
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Wei Wuxian's spirit lingers.
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14 Jul 2025
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It Hurts to Become by YellowDistress
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Thor (Movies)
12 Jan 2019
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Tony’s hands wrung together, under the hot water, and he blinked, head low. Wakanda’s palace was a bustle of voices and truth be told, he wasn’t happy to arrive two hours ago, even after spending two weeks in space because Nebula’s ship had been damaged during the fight on Titan. He imagined he should have been relieved to get to Earth. Should have been more than happy to get off the ship. But he wasn’t quite right, then. He wasn’t right.
Not a lot was.
He could hear them through the walls, even from the shower. People talking, everyone inside. Trying to figure out what to do while Tony let the hot water burn his skin, scalding, from a shower and washing away his fucking child’s ashes. Like…non-existence and never-existence were being washed down the drain and Tony imagined his son being washed away like that.
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- Part 4 of What We Are
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11 Apr 2025
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A Soulmate was a definitive thing. And a Freezing soul only meant one thing:
Your Soulmate doesn’t want you. And without their love, without their acceptance, you’ll die.
At first, Buck didn’t realize why he was so cold. But it was true; because of this dumb lawsuit, Eddie rejected him. Buck would die. Buck was dying.
He was nothing to anyone. He’d fade away, freezing from the inside out, ice in his veins, in his soul. And no one would even care.
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31 Mar 2025
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Soon, he’ll be dead. He’ll be dead, because he’s not good enough to be loved. Good enough to be distrusted and thrown aside by his own brother, but not good enough to be loved and cared for by people he considers friends.
He wishes he could be killed by something else—anything else.
Why does he have to die from the fact that he is unloved?
Feeling unloved by those he considers dear, Kaeya develops a case of Hanahaki. Of course, the most logical course of action is to hide that fact from everyone.
He has five days left.
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- Part 2 of genshin impact fics
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01 Mar 2022
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There’s one thing worse than being locked in prison, and it’s being locked in prison with the lunatic who murdered him.
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14 Sep 2023