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If you're lonely when you're alone, you're in bad company by Cuppa_Char
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Nov 2021
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Buck made a mistake. Only it wasn’t a one time thing. It happened a second, and third time too. It’s not like he’d gone back for it, but it always ends up the same way, with his therapist crawling into his lap.
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“It wasn’t like that,” Buck tries. It sounds weak.
“You went there for sex?” Eddie turns to glance at him, eyes raised questionably.
“No, of course not,” Buck shakes his head.
“Then it was wrong,” Eddie repeats. He dips his head, forces Buck to look at him. “How many times, Evan?”
(Post Lawsuit AU/Missing scene post grocery store)
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18 Jun 2026
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Buck isn’t cutting to stop the noise this time, he’s doing it because he deserves to feel the pain, deserves a physical reminder of his failures. Evan Buckley has known, ever since his first breath, that he was destined to fail everyone he loves. He failed Daniel before he could even walk, failed his parents and Maddie by not saving his brother, failed Eddie and Christopher more times than he can count. That’s why he keeps going, keeps cutting his arms and thighs until he can’t see past the blood and tears, keeps cutting until his pain feels more like redemption than suffering.
(this is my first fic so lets hope its not complete rubbish. Also I'm Irish so lets hope I've done a decent job making them sound at least a little American.)
PS. pretend Eddie still has his moustache because I am an Eddie Diaz moustache truther <3Bookmarked by Party_Bulbasaur
16 Jun 2026
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“What do you think about going to couples therapy?” He questions and Buck whips his body around, still stirring the noodles in a pan.
“Is there something wrong between us?” And Eddie cringes, that probably wasn’t the best way to bring it up.
“No bello, no I’m sorry that’s not what I meant.” And it’s settling when Buck deflates, believing him immediately. “I meant like, going together, it might make it easier?”
Buck is silent for a moment, not long enough to be a concern and Eddie can wait. Chris is demanding more bananas anyways. Even though most of it is all over his face.
“I’d like that.” Buck finally murmurs when the sauce for the noodles is creating a pleasant aroma throughout their kitchen.
Or Eddie recovers and Buck loses Devon, they go to therapy about it and Bucks past is brought to light.
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- Part 4 of The Diaz’s - The Family We Make
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16 Jun 2026
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“Bet this isn’t what they had in mind for their first kiss as a married couple,” Buck winces in sympathy.
“Tell me about it. Here’s hoping ours goes a little more smoothly, huh?”
Buck huffs out a laugh, nodding in agreement. Then the words register.Or: 5 times Eddie jokes to Buck about marrying him + 1 time where Buck doesn't think it's very funny anymore
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14 Jun 2026
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He takes a sip and sighs. “Can I ask you something?”
“Always,” Maddie replies, immediate.
He mulls over it for a bit, thinking of the best way to ask. “Eddie and I…are we like. I don’t know. Are we together?”
Maddie almost chokes on her sip. “Sorry?”
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Or: The lightning strike gives Buck amnesia, and it turns out that an outside point of view on his relationship with Eddie is all that was needed to kick things in motion. PS. they both need to stop almost dying so much.
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14 Jun 2026