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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    He left. He just got up and fucking left.

    Ilya sat there, arm extended, burying the crushing, heavy feeling hammering his chest with a mask of indifference.

    He desperately backtracked. Hollander, he had said, but the damage was done.

    He had called Shane- Hollander- by his first name. He heard his own name back. It was thrilling in a way he couldn’t articulate, and he didn’t want to think about why he couldn’t. He didn’t want to think about himself at the store, picking out the right brand of Ginger Ale and placing it carefully in the fridge. He didn’t want to think about the thrill of Hollander in his very own bed. He didn’t even want to think about the meal-prepped tuna melt that conveniently fit Hollander’s bird-food diet. He didn’t want to think about the fact that he knew the parameters of Hollander’s bird-food diet.

     

    Or the immediate aftermath of the Tuna Melt incident from Ilya’s POV, with slight cannon divergence as Ilya copes through Shane Hollander edits on Twitter.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.

    All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.

    If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.

    It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.

    Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    “I love you.”

    Those beautiful pools of warm brown slowly grew wider in the deafening silence that followed. They shone just as gorgeous as ever in the low lamplight – but the familiar lust, intensity, and playfulness Ilya so often found dancing within them were gone. Instead, he saw nothing but a hazy cloud of disbelief, doubt, and uncertainty. 

    “Holy shit…” Shane murmured softly.

    Ilya just kept staring at him, waiting for him to say more. But all he saw looking back at him was that same terrified, wide-eyed stare.

    And Ilya knew he’d made a terrible mistake. 

    Or, what if Shane didn’t say “I love you” back?

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    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    Ilya and Shane got bonded the night of the draft. Omegas are not considered citizens, more like property, Shane has to accept his new place in the world.

    Going from 2nd draft pick Beta generational talent to the Omega of the 1st draft pick Ilya Rozanov was not even his top 20 worst nightmares.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “I’m not gay, I’m not like that... I like women, I really do.”

    Shane still isn’t looking his parents in the eyes, but he doesn’t have to, to know the look they share. The silent, pitiful suspicion and concern about their son who’d always just seemed to stick out from the crowd a little too much. Quietly, he adds. “I promise.”
     
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    What if a video of Shane and Ilya had been leaked in 2016, only a few weeks after the tuna melt disaster?

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    15 Jun 2026