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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are having a quiet evening when their night turns into a nightmare. Home invasion, violence, and desperate survival test how far they’ll go to protect each other.

    Takes place after their relationship is discovered but before marriage.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    He’d broken a statue. He drew in a deep breath, trying to still his heart, which was suddenly pounding like he’d just completed the training course in the batcave.

    You’re resourceful; you can figure out a way to fix this, he told himself. But then he received another crushing blow — the cardboard box that had fallen was marked in Alfred’s neat handwriting. Martha’s study, it read.

    A small, broken sound escaped from Tim — he’d destroyed something that had belonged to Bruce’s mom!

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    Tim is living at Wayne Manor and waiting to be adopted when a mistake causes him to question whether he deserves to be part of the Wayne family after all.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.

    And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.

    Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.

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    Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “Is that it?” Ilya ask dryly at the exact same time.

    “Are you fucking kidding me, Rozanov?” Shane snaps, still feeling his heart in his ears. “Is that not bad enough for you?!”

    “Some people burn dolls, some people shoot them,” he has the gall to shrug. “I get threats like that all the time. No big deal.”

    “Yeah, well, I get them too, asshole, so I know this isn’t normal. It is a big deal.”

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    In the middle of a Montreal vs Boston game a threat against Ilya Rozanov becomes a security concern… and Shane Hollander kinda loses it. Just a little. In his defense, he’s pretty justified to be worried, okay? He is NOT overreacting.

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    06 Jun 2026