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Dazai doesn't usually stop for hitchhikers. He probably wouldn't stop now either, but something about the boy strongly catches his eye.
"Why is your hair mandarin?" Dazai asks, slowing down.
"What do you mean?" the boy answers, clearly surprised by the question, and takes a step toward an open window of the van.
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The road trip AU in the 80s USA where their paths cross when Chuuya runs away from home and Dazai escapes from the mental hospital.
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What happens when the prima ballerina needed to perform the lead role in the upcoming ballet becomes seriously injured?
In this case, Chuuya Nakahara was chosen to take her place and dance with his rival and fellow ballet company member Osamu Dazai, an arrogant dancer with inhuman talent for the art that almost justifies his attitude.Series
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12 Jul 2026
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Dazai looked again at the reflection: hollow cheeks, bruised-looking eyes, collarbones too sharp, limbs too narrow to pass for anything healthy. Not beautiful. Not masculine. Not feminine. Just wrong. A body that refused to disappear but refused to feel alive. A body he maintained like a crime scene, because that’s what it was— taped off, segmented, handled indirectly.
or: Dazai’s body has never felt like his own—too sharp, too empty, too present. He starves it, ignores it, punishes it; it betrays him anyway. Chuuya tries to touch him, Odasaku tries to feed him, Mori tries to control him. None of it helps.
⟢ A mosaic of vignettes about hunger, shame, and the quiet violence of living in a body you don’t want.
BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day 2 - Eating Disorders, “It doesn’t hurt. That’s the strange part.”, Sadism/Masochism, Vomiting (Alt)
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- Part 2 of 🕊️🪦 BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 🪦🕊️
- Part 12 of the dove is on morphine
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A Mutual Violation of Consent to Misconduct by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Feb 2026
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Dazai-kun got louder. Moaning under his breath, exhaling sharp little whimpers on every stroke, twitching and grinding into his own fist like he forgot where he was—or more likely, remembered exactly where he was and enjoyed it all the more for it. His toes curled against the paper Mori had just been annotating. His heel smudged it.
Mori kept his gaze steady on the boy’s face.“What exactly are you trying to accomplish, Dazai-kun?”
Hips twitching, Dazai-kun bit his lip. “Oh—ah—who says I’m trying anything?”
“Mm.” Mori’s voice stayed mild. “Because it looks as though you’re begging for me to put you over my knee and punish you like a child.”
or: Dazai turns Mori’s desk into a stage; Mori decides that’s quite enough of that.
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- Part 12 of Morizai my beloved dead dove
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12 Jul 2026