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    “You know what? Nevermind. It’s not worth it.” Occtis starts folding himself into bed, prompting Julien to sit up, aggravated by the principle of the thing.

    “Just ask me the fucking question.”

    “I don’t just want to ask one, I want to—gh—do you know how a conversation works?”

    “You want to get to know me?” Julien says with horror.

    — On the road to the Golden Orchard, after the second-worst week of their lives, Occtis and Julien play stupid games.

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    16 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    [Spoilers for C4E31.]

    “You embarrassed me,” Occtis hisses. “You embarrassed me today.”

    The boy is standing over the bed, gaze fixed on the mattress, seeing nothing as his clever mind fixates on some unknown fact of Julien’s prior conduct.

    Julien tries to play the day’s hectic events back through his mind, but their flight from Dol-Makjar was a fearful one plagued by paranoia, so much so that he finds his recall hampered. He’s sure he was an asshole to everyone all day, but he doesn’t remember aiming it at Occtis, at least not on purpose.

    Waiting for Occtis to volunteer information tends to involve more patience than Julien has handy, so he’d might as well ask. “When did I embarrass you?”

    Occtis still doesn’t look at him. “You picked me up like a sack of grain in front of all of our colleagues.”

    Of all the things to have a fight about right now, Julien feels like this isn’t the one he’d personally pick, and a stupid part of him wants to say so. An even stupider part of him wants to point out that that was last night, not today.

    He manages to hold his tongue on these two points, but he can’t keep his ire from his tone. “What did you expect me to do? Leave you behind?”

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    27 Jun 2026

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    We are all that remains of a bygone era. Please do not leave me as well.

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    14 Dec 2023

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    “Kaz Brekker…Sun Summoner...I’ve been waiting a long time for you.”
    “Hope that means you’ve built patience, then, because I anticipate you’re going to wait a fair bit more.”

    Kaz is the Sun Summoner, and boy is he pissed about it.

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    13 Jul 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    “It amuses Jarlaxle to use you in our work here.” Kimmuriel is speaking Common—quietly, with a heavy accent. “To use you to play in human affairs. But your uses are limited, you will not amuse him forever. And when he is tired of you, you will not go from this place alive, iblith.”

    Loyalty, control, obsession, and the use and abuse of psionics.

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    17 Sep 2020