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Once he’s safely in the Jeep Buck lets his head fall back against the seat. He’s not having a panic attack, he’s not going to be sick, and he’s certainly not going to cry. Buck just feels lost. Suddenly he’s as much the kid the others think him to be. How is he supposed to cope with this.
“Why are you still fucking dead?” Buck asks the imaginary Bobby in the passenger seat. “You were supposed to be here for me for this sort of shit. You were supposed to tell me what to do.”
In the wake of Bobby's death and the birth of his nephew, Buck receives a diagnosis and makes some well meaning, but ultimately ill considered life choices. Will the path he's set himself on break him? Or will it be the making of the next new iteration of Buck?
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20 Jun 2026
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Before Buck can go back to work after recovering from his injuries from the ladder truck crushing his leg, he finds himself struggling in more ways than one, leading to him having to move back into his Jeep after he thought he'd never have to again. Struggling to believe he deserves the help he needs, he keeps this secret to himself, accepting that maybe it's just what he deserves.
just an fyi this is very much not a character bashing fic! we love all of the 118 firehouse crew here
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07 Jun 2026
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For months, Chris would replay the following moments in his mind every night as he laid in bed and tried to fall asleep next to the warm body beside him, hands clutching for the one that was missing. He would try to figure out how he could be so careless.
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- Part 1 of All For the Love of You
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08 May 2026
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Immortals of the 118 by NinjaPandaScholar
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
17 Jul 2025
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Harry Potter was excited to start over again in a new city with a new look and the opportunity to get reacquainted with the muggle world. He had a plan. He was going to do something meaningful with his life, keep busy, and absolutely, under no circumstances, get emotionally involved with anyone. Arm's length, that was the plan. If he didn't try to put down roots, then no one could hurt him ever again.
Unfortunately, he hadn't planned on the 118.
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02 May 2026
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The Fourth Horseman by NinjaPandaScholar
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
23 Sep 2024
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If anyone's due an identity crisis, it's Harry Potter...especially if he's not really a Potter...and possibly not able to die...yeah, it's been a rough few years...maybe life. Running from his problems and grief sounds like a great idea, becoming a hunter might be fun, too bad it just so happens to be the apocalypse. George is certain this is all just Harry's luck and along for the insane ride and the wonderful distraction. Dean and Sam Winchester are exceptionally confused about why two random Brits are following them around now, and why hasn't anyone seen a single omen for the Fourth Horseman of the apocalypse, Death?
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30 Apr 2026