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    “You do not know me?”

    “Huh. On second thought, maybe you are an asshole.”

    The man’s cheeks flushed, blinking rapidly as if embarrassment was something new for him.

    “I am Ilya. Rozanov. I play for the Boston Raiders, my face is plastered all over the city– sorry. This was rude of me to assume.” The man– Ilya– said sheepishly.

    “I guess I haven’t been far enough into the city,” Shane muttered, most of his focus on dabbing at the stain on his Reebok undershirt.

    “You are new here? Maybe I can… show you around?”

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    After being forced to quit hockey in juniors, Shane becomes a model. He avoids the hockey world until 2017, when he has a run in with Ilya Rozanov. Shane is out as gay and Ilya has already cut his ties with Russia, but that doesn't make things any easier for them.

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    Title from 'Pool' by Samia

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    Shane and Ilya met in their very first foster home when they were 7. They were the only reason either of them survived.

    Now, 9 years later, after they were removed from the home and separated their lives gone down different paths. The need for an emergency placement puts Ilya and the small girl who has become attached to him in Yuna and David Hollander's home one Friday night. By Saturday morning he learns Shane also lives there and has since they were split apart.

    He also learns that while Shane remembers Ilya, he doesn't remember what they endured in that house.

    A story about reconciling with the past. With demons. With someone who saved you once only to unravel you completely later.

    Set over one weekend.

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    I thought of this today so...

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    Shane goes on vacation hoping to decompress from hockey and forget his complicated feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Instead, he’s sexually assaulted by a man he meets at a bar. The trauma follows him for months, affecting his sense of safety, his relationships, and his ability to play hockey. When he finally sees Ilya again at the NHL Awards, their reunion brings to light everything he’s been suppressing and forces both men to confront what’s really happening beneath the surface.

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    It was a Friday when the video dropped.

    “What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?” 

    Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched. 

    “It’s Hollander,” St Simon said. 

    The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack. 

    “Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -” 

    “Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.” 

    Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow. 

    A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.

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    They’re both horny as hell and want to fuck, but Troy Barrett is right next door, and the walls are so thin they might as well be made of rice paper.

    So: Ilya shoves his thumb into Shane’s mouth to shut him up. Problem solved.

    Shane Hollander has an Oral Fixation and this fic is my official submission.

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