Moonsealed



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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “It really fucking hurt to just be ignored for six months.”

    Ilya looks at him again, nodding as he runs his finger along Shane’s bare collarbone. He shifts so that he’s lying beside Shane more than hovering on top of him, but keeps touching him and doesn’t go far.

    “You can call me sensitive or whatever, but I don’t think I can do this if you’re just going to ignore me for another six months or however long after we say goodbye tonight.” Shane continues, trying to subtly wipe his wet eyes but of course Ilya notices.

    “Hollander-” He reaches up to wipe the tears away, but Shane lightly pushes his hand away and shakes his head.

    “I guess I’m not cut out for casual.” He whispers. “Because this has never really felt like nothing to me, and I can’t pretend that it is. You aren’t nothing to me.”

    or, the boys talk in Vegas because they can't fight their feelings anymore.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.

    All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.

    If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.

    It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.

    Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.

    Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.

    They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “Please, please, don’t look at that.” Shane begged. He sat on the bed while Ilya towered over him, grinning. Slowly, he glanced at the screen. “Ilya, please.”

    He looked anyway.

    “Holy shit,” Ilya said, still smiling like it was his birthday. “This gets you off? How often do you do this?”

    Or: the one where Ilya catches Shane jerking off to Ilya’s most violent on-ice fights, and Ilya comes his pants over it. Porn with traces of plot.

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    21 Jun 2026