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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    When Andrew has Neil crowded up against the door, he thinks about asking Neil to blow him. It's not the first time he's thought about it. Or the second, or fifth, or tenth. (Sue him.) But it's the first time the idea of it makes Andrew's pulse jump, like the sheer force of want is about to explode out of his body and into the world for everyone to see.

    Figuring out first (and second) times together.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    When Andrew and Neil begin hooking up, their relationship is based on a single, murky agreement; they don't objectify or use one another, but there are to be no real feelings involved, either. It works. At least, until Neil develops feelings too strong for his own good.

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    14 Nov 2025

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    Andrew kisses Neil’s cheek, a ghost of a thing as Neil smooths his hands over Andrew’s shoulders.

    And people are just…walking past them. Like they’re not Andrew and Neil. Like this isn’t the strangest thing happening on planet earth, like it’s not entirely out of character.

    Like Andrew and Neil just do this.

    They do it all the time. Don’t they?

    Or: Aaron and Nicky find out that andreil frequently visit different bars so they can be loving and sappy in peace

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    08 Nov 2025

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    “Can I help you pick something?” Andrew turned, ready to say no thank you and instead froze in place, the purple vibrator held chest height between him and the most beautiful boy he’d ever seen. The tag on his floral shirt read Good Vibrations and just underneath that, Neil.

    Neil stood there all open and relaxed, a gentle curve of pink lips, unruly auburn hair hovering over sparkling blue eyes.

    Andrew’s mouth snapped shut. He put the box carefully back on the shelf and walked out of the store without a word.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    “So, Neil, can you confirm?”

    Neil takes a shaky sip of water in an attempt to clear his windpipe. “Confirm what?” he croaks.

    “That Andrew has a big dick.”

    He almost chokes again. “How would I know?”

    Allison has the type of expression on her face that means she’s on a relentless hunt for gossip. “I thought you two were sleeping together.”

    Neil startles, confused. Incomprehensibly, Allison’s words make him flush, up to his ears and down his neck. “We’re not,” Neil says. “We’re just friends.”

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    Neil learns some new information, navigates his own feelings, and stumbles into a relationship in the process.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Andrew isn't a renowed author. Sure, he has his fans here and there, a few hardcore readers, but he's not famous or internationally known.

    So, when he stumbles across his own book in a place where it absolutely shouldn't be and in a language it absolutely wasn't translated to, he makes it his personal mission to find the person behind it.

     

    (Translation into Russian available here.)

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    15 Sep 2025

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    Jeremy accidentally texts Jean instead of Kevin. Little does he know he's essentially thrown a life preserver to a drowning, freshly-abandoned Jean Moreau in the Nest.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Andrew and the Idiotic, Thirsty, Ill-advised, Very Off-Limits Crush on his College Roommate's Younger Brother.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Andrew has survived the sexual landscape of college solely through the usage of his rules: No repeat hookups. No touching without asking. No feelings. No cuddling. No sleepovers.
    It's a simple set of rules, easy enough to abide by that Andrew has had no trouble sleeping around, and in his two years at Palmetto, Andrew has never once broken them.
    Of course, until Neil Josten.

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    30 Aug 2025

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    In a world where you know when your soulmate laughs, Andrew thinks his soulmate is depressed. Neil thinks his is dead.

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    27 Aug 2025

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  11. Public Bookmark 42

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    Andrew gains a little weight, and it makes him insecure. Neil shows him how much he loves his body.

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    07 Aug 2025

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  12. Public Bookmark 40

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    Andrew and Aaron are trying. Sometimes it's too hard to say out loud, so they give writing notes to each other a try.

    Neil jumps to conclusions and panics.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    Andrew rolls his eyes, giving nothing away, “Yes, Junkie. You can scent me.”

    Neil is on him in the next second. He doesn’t push him into the wall, too aware of Andrew’s boundaries even on the edge of his sanity, but his hands are frantic as he paws at the neck of Andrew’s hoodie. Neil’s sigh of relief as he strokes Andrew’s scent gland gently with his ruined fingers is torturous. Neil is quick to replace his hand with his face, humming softly as he breathes in Andrew’s own woodsy amber scent. He shivers as Neil’s nose traces the veins of his neck, his lips parted but not quite touching where Andrew really wants them.

    At some point Andrew can’t take it anymore. His voice is gravelly when he finally speaks, “Yes or No.”

    Neil’s pupils are so blown when he pulls back that the blue of his eyes is nearly eclipsed. He nearly can’t get the words out fast enough, “Yes Andrew, of course ye-”

    He cuts him off, nearly as frantic even without heat in his veins, “Waist and up,” and then Andrew kisses him.

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    19 Jul 2025

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    The feeling morphed from an itch to a constant, the buzz of a worn-out system coming back online inside of him. It was supposed to be there this whole time, it belonged, ready to elevate Aaron to his full annoying brother potential.

    This whole time, he didn't want to undo their progress, didn't want to shame or fight Andrew.

    No.

    He wanted to make fun of him.

    Aaron calls Andrew out on being the most obnoxious boyfriend to ever boyfriend.

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    18 Jul 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark 86

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    “What are love languages?” Andrew asked. The question felt stupid hanging out in the air like that, so he was quick to add, faking indifference: “I heard people talking about it.”

    It was clear that wasn't the question Bee was expecting when she asked if there was anything else he would like to talk about. Still, she gently put her notebook down and offered him her full attention. “Where did you hear that term?”

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    Or, three times Andrew tries to figure out what Neil's love languages are, and the one time he does something about it.

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    15 Jul 2025

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    “I think he’ll come to you,” she concludes. “Each person experiences attraction and sexuality in a unique way. It is possible there’s a kind of fear there, something foreign and unfamiliar to him.”

    Andrew mulls this over in his head. He thinks of Neil’s lingering gazes, of the recent reappearance of that warm blush on the tops of his cheeks. He considers, also, the inherent vulnerability of allowing oneself to be desired, and the shamelessness of desiring another. It’d make sense that Neil, both rabbit and fox, immense in his attempts to make himself minuscule, would be wary of something so terrifying.

     

    Alternatively: On Neil Josten’s apprehension regarding his own attraction to Andrew Minyard, told by Andrew’s increasingly flustered and consistently perplexed point of view.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    Life goes on after the Foxes win the championship, and for Andrew and Neil it's uncharted territory with only each other for guides. Maybe it's time to put away some of those hard edges, and learn how to touch more softly, and speak more honestly. And if they falter, they have their family to help them get back on their feet.

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    28 Jun 2025

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    Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?

    Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.

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    21 Jun 2025

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    To be honest, Andrew is still surprised this is happening to him. After all, he’d only accepted the stupid deal so that Aaron would be brave enough to ask Katelyn out. He hadn’t expected Neil to bother speaking to him, much less say yes.

    But now, here he is. About to go on a date with Neil Josten – one of the most mysterious, popular, and drop-dead gorgeous kids in his school.

    It’s the best day of Andrew’s life – isn’t it? Because the hardest part is over. Now he gets to enjoy a date with the very boy he’s been crushing on for the past two years. A date that just happens to be the first one he’s had in his entire life.

    Nothing could go wrong – right?

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    Child actor made good and America's boy-next-door meets professional Exy's favorite love-to-hate-him bad boy. His reputation has never been worse.

    Merry Mixtape to loveroulettes, whose song was so perfectly Andrew & Neil. I hope you enjoy!

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    Taylor Swift

    This ain't for the best
    my reputation's never been worse, so
    you must like me for me.

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    17 Jun 2025

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