MadAndObsessed



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    Buck didn't think he'd end up back at Eddie's after everything. All the things that drove him here haven't changed and neither have the things that made him leave again. Thirty four years old and able to drop everything in his life because he had no dependents, no responsibilities, no ties. Chris was gone and Eddie was following him and Buck was only at South Bedford because he was being left behind.

    Buck has reckoned with his feelings by now, this past year after Bobby, after everything that went on in the desert, the lengths Eddie went to, bringing things into sharper focus. He's in love with Eddie, has been in love with Eddie for so long it just became part of the fabric of the universe, the baseline from which Buck operates. He's made his peace with it too, aware that Eddie doesn't feel the same.

    He'd do anything for Eddie and Chris but he felt more like a guest than he ever had when they came back to LA, sleeping on their couch, waiting to be asked to leave. Better to go than be pushed, he figured, and yet the path always seems to lead back to here.

    So, South Bedford it is, only there are four of them now, not three because Buck is responsible for more than himself these days.

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    21 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    In which Hen is trying to ignore her gaydar and get on with the job, but one Eddie Diaz keeps making bad life choices.
    (Several years worth of them)

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    19 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 86

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    So, with three relationship failures under Eddie's belt (four, if he counted Kim), it was time to face the reality that maybe, just maybe, he was sort of, kind of, possibly, a little tiny bit gay. Not fully gay. Just. Partially gay? It wasn’t that he disliked women…right? He’d been with women. He’d very contentedly had sex with women. Well, he’d liked getting them off. That felt good. He liked giving them something that made them happy and feel good. And that was fine, right? It just wasn’t mind-blowing. Was it supposed to be?

    On this journey of self discovery, there was really only one option left: He needed to experiment on a real, actual, human man.

    Or,

    Eddie comes to some realizations about himself. Chief among them: he far prefers fucking men to women. Buck is supportive! And fine with this! So very, very fine with this...

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    18 Jul 2026

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    In 2022, Hen and Karen made a bet. By 2024, that bet had gotten somewhat out of control. Now it’s 2025, Bobby is dead, Buck is apartment hunting, and Eddie finds a list of names and dates in Hen’s locker.

    Oh, and there's a backup on the 10. Again.

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    Or: betting on when your friends will realize they're in love is a lot less funny when one of them already knows.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “I met a lady on the call the other day, the one I pulled out of the other unit… she said she was psychic and then started talking about granting wishes. It all sounded so ridiculous, but I-I think she did something to me. I know I sound crazy, but I think I have to do whatever people tell me to.”

    Buck jerks back, stands to his full height, and Eddie sees the last twenty-four hours playing through his eyes in perfect clarity, without one second of doubt. Buck believes him, instantly, wholly, without question, and Eddie suffocates the sob in his throat.

    “Oh, Eddie, you’re…” Buck says, “wait, is that why you were giving that guy your number?”

    “That’s your question?” He gasps through a laugh, and it’s wet and dangerous.

    “Yes,” Buck says, without an ounce of remorse.

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    Eddie gets the Ella Enchanted treatment.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Eddie cursed into obedience 🙈