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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    It's 1980, the last day of December.
    John Lennon is dead - and Paul is devastated that he won't see 1981. In fact, he can hardly believe it.

    Busy grieving, he's sent a shock when Yoko phones him; and tells him that John may have been gay.

    Then, he wakes up in 1964.

    ( idea credit: inspired by genius oomf, vico at: (https://x.com/mybravefaces/status/2028100933343687081?s=20)

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    After “How Do You Sleep?,” John is overwhelmed with guilt and realizes his cruelty toward Paul was really a desperate attempt to get Paul’s attention. The song, the public attacks, even bringing Yoko into the studio were all ways of trying to make Paul react but instead, John only pushes him further into Linda, family, and life on the farm.

    One night, alone at the Dakota while Yoko is in Japan, John has a terrifying dream that Paul has killed himself in Scotland because of John’s public aggression. He wakes convinced it is real, rushes downstairs in a panic, and the night valet assures him Paul is alive and it was only a dream.

    Shaken and unable to be alone, John invites the valet upstairs for a drink and confesses everything: his guilt, his jealousy, his love, his need for Paul, and the truth behind his cruelty. The story unfolds over four chapters of John, revealing his deepest thoughts about Paul, before shifting to Paul’s quiet life on the farm in Scotland.

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    18 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    John is a journalist in 1994 London, living in a messy Soho flat, continuously missing deadlines, and surviving off nicotine and caffeine. Paul is an up-and-coming indie filmmaker married to the beautiful West End actress Jane Asher. But when they cross paths for an assigned profile piece, John decides Paul isn't nearly as pretentious as he seems and Paul realizes that a respectable suburban life might not be what he wants after all.

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    17 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    All that need and all that fear had to come out somehow, coalescing into a desperate, searing jealousy. And currently, John was focused on Robert fucking Fraser.

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    17 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    After John survived his assassination attempt, Paul confesses his love to him at the hospital. He realizes he truly loved Paul all these years.

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    16 Jun 2026