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    With Izaya missing for over a year after their final fight, Shizuo struggles with the possibility that he has become a true monster. Meanwhile, Izaya reconsiders his definition of "monster". When the two finally meet again they will have to face their emotions head on if they hope to continue forward.

    Probably slow burn, lots of mental illness and bad coping mechanisms. They will find happiness at some point I swear!

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    During a run in at Shinra’s apartment, Celty binds Shizuo and Izaya together in an attempt to make them get along. After Celty and Shinra leave them to go on a date, things escalate between the two foes.

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    Shizuo and Izaya get bound together. You won’t believe what happens next

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Twisting Narita's words from an interview, if Shizuo and Izaya never met Shinra and Celty, he imagines that Shizuo would have become a serial killer and Izaya would have become a normal salaryman. Well, mostly normal.
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    After a fatal accident in middle school derails Shizuo Heiwajima’s life, he can no longer escape the weight of his own violence. Izaya Orihara craves the extraordinary from the shackles of corporate hell. After a chance encounter with Shizuo, he sees an opportunity.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    A dogwood petal somehow finds itself on the shores of Kamakura, and a cherry blossom petal travels its way to the sunny beaches of California. At the feet of the same individuals, who, from the bottom of their hearts, call each other's name out into the Pacific and hope for the tiniest sea breeze.

    The faintest kiss on the cheek from across the ocean.
     
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    Ameripan enemies to lovers (probably) WWII fic that--you guessed it--goes through each decade, and they try to decipher whether it's gay to love your government-assigned enemy. That's it. That's the fic.

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    06 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    “You know there’s no happy ending with us, right?” Izaya asked, nonchalant.
    “What?” replied Shizuo in a soft tone, craning his neck to meet Izaya’s gaze with open vulnerability. He didn’t know which was worse, that he trusted Shizuo, or that Shizuo actually trusted him. “I thought we were gonna make it work.” The man was being so unguarded and honest, and yet Izaya just wanted to hurt him.
    “Shizuo…” he stopped petting his hair, instead grazing the blonde's face with his fingertips. “It’s me. I’m the poison. It’s-” he paused, his impassivity almost breaking, “no, I’m the scorpion.”
    “And I’m the frog?”
    “Yes,” he breathed in response. Just because they wanted it to work, didn’t mean it would. Even if Shizuo adamantly disagreed with him.

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    14 Oct 2024