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22 Mar 2025
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So many things that I wish you knew.
So many walls up I can’t break through.
I’m so sorry for everything.-EB
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Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit, not wanting to burden the 118 anymore and Eddie tries to find him, with Christophers help of course.Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
09 Jan 2025
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"Dad? I think Buck isn't okay."
"Why would you say that, mijo?"
"I use 'find my friends' to keep an eye on him sometimes. Since he doesn't come over anymore. You know the bridge we drive over to get to school? Buck's been there for two hours. The weather's really bad. He shouldn't be out there."
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05 Dec 2024
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“You could touch me?” Buck says, his smile is crooked and charming but a little nervous too. He pushes his face further into the cushions like he’s trying to slip through and hide beneath the fabric. Eddie has never wanted to touch someone more, and Buck is even offering, but it feels forbidden to act on it, like he’s on some prank show where the presenter will jump out and laugh at Eddie for ever thinking he could have something he wanted without shame and that sick feeling in his stomach following behind.
But Buck persists, shifting closer, “If you want, you could, wh-whenever you want, I’d like it.”
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Five times Buck and Eddie touch platonically plus one time they realise it's not platonic at all.
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26 Nov 2024
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Returning to the 118 after the lawsuit was...going about as well as Buck expected. The universe loves playing practical jokes on him, though, when the first call out he's allowed on turns sour quick.
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- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2022
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25 Nov 2024
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i'll take the road that leads me back to you by honestlydarkprincess
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
03 Jun 2021
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Post-Lawsuit AU.
Buck's finally back with his family but nothing is the same. The people he considered his family could barely look at him, the man he'd fallen in love with was ignoring him and dating some teacher.
He decides he needs some time away, maybe some space will finally let them all heal. Will he come back? Will the 118 be able to finally move on and forgive each other?
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- Part 1 of christopher diaz has two dads okay
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- English
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- 6,392
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
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- 83
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
19 Nov 2024
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We Lived Through the Wreck of Our Hearts by soft_satan for autumnchills
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Dec 2020
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When the door to the supply closet burst open, Eddie skidded to a stop only feet away from them, his blood turning ice cold in his veins. A tall, wild eyed man had an arm wrapped around Buck’s neck and a gun pressed to the side of his head
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- English
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- 7,850
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- 1/1
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- 63
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
18 Nov 2024
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Buck returns to work after the lawsuit to find his welcome isn't very warm. Some of the 118 crew are more upset than others and it soon turns violent.
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- English
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- 6,556
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
18 Nov 2024
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Evan Buckley had lived a lie for sixteen years and it was going just fine. Until the truth started spilling through his fingers.
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Omega!Buck has been pretending to be an alpha for more than half his life and everything changes when Eddie finds out.- Language:
- English
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- 47/47
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
17 Nov 2024
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Addressed to: Evan Buckley, 574 Grand Street. by dylaesthetics for thewinterwilson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Oct 2024
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Addressed to:
Evan Buckley
574 Grand St
Los Angeles, CA
November 7, 2021Dear Buck,
I held a heart in my hands today, and I wished it was yours instead.
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OR Eddie Diaz falls in love with Evan Buckley over the span of six years and twenty letters. 💌Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
01 Nov 2024
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If Buck could go back to all those weeks ago and tell himself that this idea would place at the top of the list of his monumentally stupid ideas, he would do it in a heartbeat. He would knock some sense into his own head, or let Maddie do it for him.
But here he is now, and a time machine, unfortunately, hasn’t been invented yet.
Here he is now, with Eddie boring into his eyes after that. After realizing he’s been caught red-handed. Except, the implication Eddie’s just made means he’s been sitting on this. And, holy hell.
Eddie breathes out, his chest puffing out noticeably.
“Not so quick to answer when the tables are turned, are you?”
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OR Buck ends up asking Eddie the thirty-six questions to fall in love. And really, what’s the worst that could happen?
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- English
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- 29,533
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 3
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
31 Oct 2024
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“And what happens when Buck finds a woman and doesn’t have much time for you anymore?”
“That’s not going to happen.” Eddie tried to reassure her.
“How do you know that, Eddie?” She badgered. “You can’t expect him to come running every time you click your fingers, maybe we should just keep Chris-”
“Because we’re together!” Eddie yelled, cutting her off abruptly.
He didn’t know where the lie had come from. As much as he wanted it to be true, it wasn’t. OK, so Buck and Tommy had called it a day on their relationship around a month and a half before, citing they wanted different things out of life, but Eddie had never broached the possibility of them dating. Mainly because he was terrified as Hell to even speak it into existence. He was totally gone for his best friend, but saying it out loud, well, that could fuck everything up between them. Everything that they’d built over the past seven years, his entire support system, could come crashing down around him.
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Eddie lies about his relationship with Buck to get Christopher back, and somehow convinces Buck to go along with it.
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- Part 2 of I'm On My Way
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- English
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- 13/13
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- 12,915
Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
30 Oct 2024
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they don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly by stevesconverse
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
20 Oct 2024
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The one where Eddie and Buck go to a Halloween party and things get out of hand.
Or the one where Eddie Diaz finally embraces the person he once swore to never become.
Also, the one where Eddie Diaz learns about the rule of ‘wear the hat, ride the cowboy’.
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25 Oct 2024
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Buck thinks he should feel nervous right about now—even if were a good kind of nervousness—but he doesn’t. Happy. That’s all he feels. Happy, and in love, and at peace—and in awe of the beautiful man snoring like a tractor and drooling all over his shirt.
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24 Oct 2024
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Buck can feel the sob Eddie tries to hold back - can hear the whimper that manages to slip past his lips. It tears something open inside of Buck, and it feels like whatever is left of his heart starts leaking into the space between their bodies and staining their chests crimson.
“Tell me you love me,” Eddie begs.
“I love you,” Buck promises.
And he just wishes that it could be enough.
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- English
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- 11,393
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
17 Oct 2024
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Buck has been a firefighter long enough to know what it means when someone is throwing up flower petals. It means heartache and physical pain. It means almost certain death. He knows, of course. He just never thought it would happen to him.
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- English
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- 21,389
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- 4/4
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- 451
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
02 Oct 2024
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Eddie's anger blinds him and the things he does in a fit of rage usually come to bite him back later. His solution to most problems is breaking stuff, destroying the root cause.
Buck likes to fix things. He sees what's broken and he makes it his job to mend them. Dr. Copeland once told him that he liked to fix the problems of others because he was too afraid to face his own.
Eddie likes to break things and Buck enjoys fixing them. What a pair they make.
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Buck needs a love confession to save his life, and Eddie is just finding the right words for it.
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- English
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- 34,740
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
29 Sep 2024
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Paused due to personal reasons x
The post lawsuit fic I've been dying to write!
Essentially Buck giving up on trying to make amends and suffering in silence. With mother Hen trying to fix him
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Buck knew coming back from the lawsuit would be difficult and he'd expected it to be rocky with a few curt jokes and some serious groveling to do. He didn't exactly plan on no one even acknowledging him or the team being down right nasty.
He knew they were hurting and that they needed some time to heal but it didn't lessen the sting of rejection. And no matter how hard he tried he knew his efforts where just earning him more heart acheBookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
19 Sep 2024
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Post-Lawsuit, post-grocery store, Buck is feeling especially alone. On a walk, he gets attacked by an Alpha in rut. After escaping, he runs to the one place he knows he’ll be safe.
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- 25/25
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
27 Aug 2024
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After the grocery store fight, Buck takes the money and disappears.
What could ever make him return to his beloved firefamily, when he's so sure they don't want him ?
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Author's note : No 118 bashing, if you dislike the OG Firefam, this is not the fic for you.
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- English
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- 42,673
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- 9/?
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Bookmarked by Labcoatpenguin
02 Aug 2024